This community is quite possibly one of the greatest I have ever come across online or elsewhere; Like-minded people of brilliant mind trying their all, fighting for the life that they truly want, for the sake of themselves, those around them, and those in the future.
Thanks to this community - @ncubeanelem , @FaithfulWalker , @Covertxomic, @rajameghanan, @Awaken_one and @Svami-MahaGanja, I had 71 days of relative freedom. Even though some of those days were not completely free, with myself coming close to relapse, those 71 days were, undoubtedly, the greatest that I have enjoyed in recent memory. I felt like who I feel I should be. Who I feel I am at my core. I can’t describe the vigour and genuine, pure joy with which I went about my day and goals with. I have never felt peace and genuine joy like that whilst in the talons of either P or M.
I have just relapsed twice within 3 days. I feel absolutely awful; Almost hollow inside. Like I have had the life that I want siphoned away. I am in need of help.
This is a place to further that community that has been so, so incredibly helpful. The community that lifted me up, and continues to lift itself up. And a place for more people to push themselves to their max and find peace.
A place to heal, for the final time.
We are all here on this forum because we share at least one thing in common: we will not take this lying down. We just dont have that in us. That’s incredible. So let’s fight with every tooth and nail that we have, and let’s fight together :). Come and go or stay as you like.
Each and every one of us can have already had our last relapse. Let’s make that the truth 