Since everything I have done so far has failed,
I will focus on the addiction.
Forget my life, forget my Dad, forget my loneliness, forget getting a girlfriend.
Action is more powerful than words.
I need to make plans and actions. I made 5 days once. I can make a huge streak. It is time to act not complain.
I speak all the time and do nothing.
I want to update here and anyone can reply whether you know me or not.