947 Days of War – And I Walk Free
Brother, let me tell you about the hardest fight of my life.
947 days ago, I was a slave—
To ■■■■.
To shame.
To weak erections when my wife needed me most.
Today?
I am free.
Here’s how I won the war.
The Breaking Point
I’m a husband(44). A father. A man who should’ve been present.
But I was drowning in PMO—
Hours of edging, fake highs, dead lows.
I’d stare into the void, then avoid my wife’s eyes—guilt choking my throat.
PIED turned intimacy into a cruel joke.
One night, I snapped.
Change… or lose everything.
PHASE 1: Nuclear Reset (630 Days)
No sex. No ■■■■. No masturbation.
No ogling women. No fantasy shortcuts.
Just cold showers, rosary prayers, sunrises in silence.
Yerba mate at dawn, with calm piano music guiding my breath.
Withdrawal hit like a storm—insomnia, mood swings, dreams soaked in old filth.
I embraced the fire.
Wet dreams became nature’s way of purging.
I didn’t run—I endured. Each one a system reset.
I trained. I prayed. I climbed uphill when the world still slept.
PHASE 2: Tantric Rebirth (333 Days)
I didn’t just avoid PMO—I rebuilt intimacy.
With presence. With breath. With discipline.
Semen retention made me sharp, calm, and magnetic.
My wife noticed. My kids noticed. I noticed.
And slowly…
My erections returned.
Not average—18-year-old steel.
(Wife approved. More than once.)
THE FINAL TEST – Day 945
I woke up before sunrise, heart pounding.
Intrusive urges like devils in the dark.
A fantasy hit me hard—old habits screaming,
“Just peek. Just once.”
The war returned.
But I had my weapons:
Dropped for 50 push-ups.
Recited the rosary with every rep.
Brewed yerba mate.
Meditated under ice-cold water.
Listened to calm, sacred music—reset the rhythm of my mind.
And two hours later…
I didn’t release to a screen.
I made love to my wife.
With full presence, full power.
We didn’t lose the moment. We won it. Together.
BEFORE VS NOW
Before: Ashamed, addicted, hiding behind screens.
Now: Present. Focused. Leading my family with fire in my heart.
Before: PIED embarrassment, silent guilt.
Now: Rock-hard confidence. Connection. Laughter in bed.
Before: Lazy mornings, lost time.
Now: Wake at 5 AM. Climb hills. Drink mate. Listen to piano. Pray. Train. Win.
Your Turn, Brother
Still trapped in the PMO loop?
Ask yourself:
What’s your 630-day plan to burn the old self?
What’s your 333-day rebirth into real manhood?
What will your final test look like—and will you be ready?
Don’t wait.
Start with one thing:
One prayer. One cold shower. One sunrise walk.
That man you dream of becoming?
He’s not far. He’s just buried under habit and fear.
Rise. Fight. Reclaim your throne.
I did.
So can you.
With love. With strength. With God.
Stay strong. Fight on.
Elias 