65 DAYS STEAK BREAK… so basically I just use mobile randomly I felt 60 days is going good so I download Insta and after installing insta my lust is increasing idk why but it happening and at that time I remove all the blocker apps from my mobile after 62 days I open insta and my lust is just uncontrollable due to free fire membership I don’t get item so mind was just blow and I forgot my streak and lust in uncontrollable and I open Google and masturbate and my streak was break … I feel very sad that what I do 
… because my streak is of 60 days and this is achievement for me but the streak break .
I feel very guilty so I download blocker apps but I felt that yeah it can happen once because I control for 50 days but after 7 days also lust is coming and I masturbate once more 
… and my masturbation lust is happened in bed so that I can easily break my streak … but also I don’t Focus on that day I and say it happend sometimes so I don’t count this as breaking the streak … then 65 days done and once again lust is come and I don’t control it 
… which is today ie DATE 16SEPT SUNDAY 2024… and I don’t control my lust my tried it and I control for few minutes but I masturbate 
… and then I fell very guilty for few minutes… but after that I meditate for some minutes feeling sad that I do the mistake which I do after 2 months… and then and thinking seriously about what mistake I done … I trying to see what to do how to control it and then I realised and after few minutes my inside motivation is come and inspiring me and I go to the app blocker x and rewire companion and see that I control it for 2 months… some are starting to no fap and some are relapsing and restarting at that time I remember the older version of me … I am same like that before two months and then I realised that I AM PROUD OF MY SELF THAT I CAN CONTROL IT FOR TWO MONTHS… remembering that benefits are seen naturally… I want to do task with excitement I don’t feel tired so much energy level was high … my confidence is increased my focus is increased my connections are good with others and much more things is happen with me so now I realise that my mistake was not give focus on blocker apps after two months and use social media apps because of that my streak was break … and main thing that when my streak break I don’t count it as my streak was break… I think nightfall not come so I do … beacuse my addiction is very less now nearly 1 min so that’s why I don’t count but because of that I masturbate after 1 week and again after three days means today… so now I decided that I have to count it as streak as break … beacuse when you some thing wrong and you don’t count it as a wrong then your mind think that it is right so right so that’s why I am RESTARTING FROM TODAY … DATE 16 SEPT 2024 … I am stronger than my older version and I am proud of my new version… I am very confident and I beleive that I will come back stronger from today… lust what you think you can fail me 
… no I am restarting from today and I belive that I will not fail in future… I am self disciplined now and I promise to rewire companion that I will not fail again … and the person who relapse like me just don’t feel sad … sit alone in place you liked and think deeply what mistakes you done and what thing’s you avoid that you relapse… just don’t feel sad be proud of you that you want to improve yourself and want to be good person in life … even if streak break just restart with full potential in this journey we are all together 
. AND THE VERY IMPORTANT THING IS " DON’T CALCULATE DAYS DAILY JUST BE BUSY AND CONTROL THE LUST AND REST IS LEAVE TO THE UNIVERSE AND GOD THEY WILL HELP YOU… I try to say that when you control the streak for 20 or 30 days fell proud and don’t feel excited so much … think that this is your work to continuing the steak and do work honestly like God KRISHNA said " KARM KARO FAL KI CHINTA MT KARO" ok so once again all the best to all my friends for this journey I hope you will succeed in this process and I also promised that I also be successful in this journey JUST BE TOGETHER 
… And you and I are self motivated self discipline… confident… we will successful in the life… This is my entire journey I don’t tell to anybody in friends but in rewire companion i m saying that and once again I promise I will be the best # we are all together in this journey… # we are best 
… we can achieve anything we want and we are progressing day day just be focus happy think positive thoughts all the beat my friends
After reading your first paragraph I was about to reply with an article 
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But you figured out many things yourself. Great .
Just focus on your improvement meditate like you said , workout, and be productive. And whenever you feel any urge you can message us .
All the best for your journey ahead Pratik 
! You are a slayer you can do this
Yeah sure and thanks for the comment
Your story is A Testament that nothing is impossible as long as you believe as Arnold Armstrong said: " This is just a small step for a man and a Giant leap for mankind."
Keep up the good work Brother, That most important thing above all you said is taking accountability and responsibility to what have you done.
That’s fine as long as you learned your lesson you can move on and keep improving yourself.
God Bles you Brother!
“Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you’ll find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.” - Aubrey Hapburn
I’m always here to help Brother 
I also faced this kind of things .I think u should use mobile phone with monochrome.it will help u.
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