32 Days to Win this Battle ( Day 4/32 )

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Hello & Welcome
This is my brand new diary :memo:. From today on I will write my daily routine here. I am feeling inspired by God Mahadeva and Narayan Now a days.

Who is Mahadeva ?

Lord Mahadeva is one of the three important deity of Hinduism who burnt God of Lust by opening his third eye

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By taking his blessings , I will update this diary each and every day regularly.

My problem is about discipline and consistency. However I recently achieved consistency in different habits. Why do I lose consistency ? Because at times, I feel lazy because of side effects of masturbation. But this time my Lord is with me.

Prayer : :pray:

“Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar
Trahimam
Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar
Rakhshyamam”

Meaning :
Oh Lord you are the one who wear crescent moon on your head, plz save me from lust.

My Discipline Habits :

:zap:Waking up early
:zap:Work out
:zap:Prayer
:zap:Push ups
:zap: No adult content
:zap: Sleeping early
:zap: Studying more than 7 hours
:zap:Complete a lesson in duolingo
:zap: Not looking at bodies of girls
:zap: Daily Gratitude
:zap: Water technique
:zap: Hoohponopono meditation
:zap:Watching spiritual shows based on Lord Shiva
:zap: 5 minute Worship
:zap: Learn Notion
:zap: Solve Daily Puzzles and Mains Level Puzzles
:zap: Read Newspaper
:zap: Create Questions
:zap: No triggering Shows
:zap: Walk
:zap: Cold Shower
:zap: Mock Test
:zap: Manifestation & Affirmation
:zap: No daytime sleeping
:zap: Ashwin Mudra & Paschimottanasana
:zap: Participating in Challenges regularly
:zap: No telegram and pinterest
:zap: No Daytime sleeping
:zap: Work on reduce sleepiness
:zap: Work on reduce shuttering
:zap: Talk to a good friend
:zap: Write urges
:zap: 90( not 200) Round Bastrika
:zap: 90 Round Kapalabhati

My Friendlist ( rewirecompanion )

  1. @Sholt_Tenkerrot

  2. @Binocular

  3. @anon87955785

  4. @BlackMagic123

  5. @RedStorm47

  6. @The_integrous_one

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Day 1: Relapse Report

I just relapsed right now. Now my mind wants not to do anything at all. It tells me just to sleep for some hours.

Enough is Enough

This is really enough. Now I will work on myself again. I wont give up or give in. There is many things to do. There is many things to achieve. Success is on the way. I know how to achieve it. I know I will achieve success definitely oneday. I know its possible now.

:slightly_smiling_face:

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I also relapsed right now bro… it’s the worst feeling

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:zap:Waking up early :heavy_check_mark:
:zap:Work out
:zap:Prayer
:zap:Push ups :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: No adult content :x:
:zap: Sleeping early
:zap: Studying more than 7 hours
:zap:Complete a lesson in duolingo :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: Not looking at bodies of girls outside :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: Daily Gratitude
:zap: Water technique
:zap: Hoohponopono meditation
:zap: Watch Youtube video about Lord Shiva
:zap: 5 minute Worship
:zap: Learn Notion
:zap: Solve Mains level Puzzle :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: Read Newspaper
:zap: Create Questions
:zap: No triggering Shows :x:
:zap: Walk
:zap: Cold Shower
:zap: Mock Test
:zap: Manifestation & Affirmation
:zap: No daytime sleeping
:zap: Ashwin Mudra
:zap: Participating in Challenges regularly
:zap: Paschimottanasana
:zap: 100 Wim Hof Breathing
:zap: Read articles in wikipedia
:zap: Read Wikihow ( About thunderstorm )

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Destroying Kaama

Oh Lord Shiva Please help us and me destroy 'Lust' or 'Kama'

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@anon30406793 , Saitama will always stay on your side :fire:

Repeat after me:

P, M, And O:

saitama-angry

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P, M & O ! , I am gonna smash them

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Dhayoto Vishayan pumso Sangat tesu pajayate. Sangat Sanjayate Kamah . Kamat Krodha bhijayate

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🙏🙏🙏

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I have limited knowledge in Sanskit , So whenever you post these shlokas , please let me know the meaning please :slightly_smiling_face:

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From attachment towards sensory objects , we develop lust. Lust then creates anger. :pray::pray:

@anon87955785

Kamat Krodha abhijayate means ‘out of lust, anger is born’ literally.

Lust is not only means desire to have s*x but also desire or obsession to achieve anything. Obsessive desire.

It is a sloka of srimad bhagvad geeta.

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Thanks a lot brother :raised_hands:

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हर हर महादेव :pray:

:om: नमः शिवाय

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Lord shiva bless you and make you free from your bad habit.

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Same to you bhai :blush:.

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Day 2

The day was totally terrible for me. Something bad happened to me.

Well God saved my life.

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:zap:Waking up early :x:
:zap:Work out :heavy_check_mark:
:zap:Prayer :heavy_check_mark:
:zap:Push ups :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: No adult content :x:
:zap: Sleeping early
:zap: Studying more than 7 hours :x:
:zap:Complete a lesson in duolingo
:zap: Not looking at bodies of girls
:zap: Daily Gratitude
:zap: Water technique :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: Hoohponopono meditation
:zap:Watching spiritual show about Lord Shiva :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: 5 minute Worship ,
:zap: Learn Notion
:zap: Solve Daily Puzzles and Mains Level Puzzles
:zap: Read Newspaper
:zap: Create Questions
:zap: No triggering Shows :x:
:zap: Walk :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: Cold Shower :x:
:zap: Mock Test
:zap: Manifestation & Affirmation
:zap: No daytime sleeping
:zap: Ashwin Mudra & Paschimottanasana :heavy_check_mark:
:zap: Participating in Challenges regularly :x:

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Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar pahimam
Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar Chandrasekhar
Rakshyamam

Prayer for my severe back pain today.

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An Experience

I was feeling sever pain. I just prayed some prayers of my Lord. I don’t know why but my eyes were filled with tear and partially pain vanished and I feel at peace. :slightly_smiling_face::slightly_smiling_face:

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I just slipped up right now. It was 3 hour habit.

If I am forced to watch P for 3 hours, I can manipulate my brain to study and self improve for 9 hours.

Study Goal

9 hours

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