Thank GOD for another day!
Today was good. I completed my exercises in good time in the morning and got some tasks done. Iām getting better at waking up early. Now to cut out long naps during the day. All in good time. This is still great progress compared to months ago when I was doing very little to improve my life.
I had a productive meeting with my friends today about starting up our cleaning business. Very much looking forward to watch it take shape and become profitable, GOD willing.
Iāve nearly completed the Power over Pornography course - all thatās left is my session on Sunday. Hereās another reflection from the program:
In the past, weāve given power to the temptation by telling ourselves that we must not give into it, We typically rebel when weāre told that we must not do something. We donāt like being compelled to behave in a certain way.
When one tells themselves that they must not give in, they attempt to compel themselves to act in a particular way. This deprives us of our freedom to choose. Compelling statements give power to the temptation. But at all times, we have the power to choose.
You always have the power to choose. You arenāt required to do anything. The freedom to choose is the greatest power we have. When we make a commitment to leave PMO for good, but every single time we are tempted we make a choice, we remove the feeling of being deprived or missing out on PMO. We tell ourselves with every temptation that we are free to go back to PMO at any time, but for this moment only, we are choosing a better life.
This gives our brains the idea that the door to PMO is always open, we can go back in an hour, tomorrow, next week, whenever. But in this way, we keep postponing and delaying that gratification indefinitely, by choosing our vision instead. Telling ourselves - This is the last time, I swear it - in the past never worked, because we were trying to enslave our brains. This method tricks the brain into thinking it is free, while you are finally in control of it at long last.
Always thank GOD for everything.
Day 62.