I’m losing it.
I’m at a point where, few more steps and I’ll be consumed by it.
I can’t do this anymore. I should stop it before it consumes me.
I’m becoming weak, I’m becoming sluggish, I’m losing my powers. Also i think I’m a victim of PIED.
It’s been 3 years since i first noticed it as addiction and till now, no progress. It’s just worsening as time passes.
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I’m starting daily check-ins here in my diary (instead of starting a whole new thread)
Day 0
16 hours.
Check-in 
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Day 2
Check-in
I haven’t got a boner yet. I think it’s definitely PIED.
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Sometimes not getting a boner doesn’t mean that it’s pied maybe dopamine dropped to baseline Allahu Alam
It will get brother with time brother Inshaallah
Just remember to take healthy dopamine for your body. 
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Day 0
7 hours
Check-in
I relapsed last night
Reason :- flashbacks of those videos.
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Day 0
Relapsed many times in last 5 days.
I feel extremely weak.
Sorry for letting you guys down.
Giving it an another try.
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Are you doing it for us?
If yes, then we don’t care whether you win or lose
If you are doing it for yourself then remember why are you doing it for
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@a_lone_warrior05
Yes brother. Thanks for supporting everytime.
‘Why’ … I’ve forgotten the ‘why’
I don’t have a ‘why’ right now.
I’ll set a ‘why’ now.
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