[25 M] On my way to financial freedom and abundance

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31/10/2024

So this week i reached a new low in my business, and all of this because of my addiction.

I havent been focused, i was like a zombie, i wasnt present at all, and time was going by and by and by

Today is when this all ends, i will be posting my daily routine on this journal so in 45 days time i will fix my business and make it profitable, stop this addiction, and change all my bad habits.

My goal is for next December 15th, i will be making at least 800$ per day in revenue, i will be on a 45 day streak, i will be drinking 1.5 liters of water everyday, i will be running 1 hour everyday, and i will be ready and prepared to scale my business.

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I wish you well in turning around your business, as well as your life! :+1: If I may ask, what kind of business are you in?

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thanks a lot brother

i have a small car repair shop bro, i have been struggling for years with this addiciton to stay profitable.

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01/11/2024

I completed my second day sober.

I woke up at 5:30

I finished important things and paperwork for my business which i was procrastinating for a long time

I did meditation

I prayed

I started to read a book.

I made a roadmap of short term goals to achieve

I learned quite a few things about law of attraction

I deleted Twitter and instagram and blocked all the sites.

Small steps but very important steps, I swear to god that i will get there

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02/11/2024

Third day sober completed, thanks to god.

I didnt think of it at all, only once a victoria secret ad popped in YT while i was listening to a podcast

What i am struggling with is my addiction to twitter, but i didnt open it once in the past 3 days

I read a little bit of a book, i prayed, i meditated and i worked on my business.

I am really really confident i wont ever go back to that nightmare of corn

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Great :fire: , may God bless you with abundance and your business always grows, always keep doing the good deeds ! All the very best my brother!

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Thank you very much for your words bro, it means a lot.

I really need to succeed in this

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Do you know how to prayer meditate? I have been doing this for about 2 weeks now and it has helped me get my emotions in control.

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I pray as well bro, but i never tried prayer meditation

How do you do it?

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Prayer meditation combines elements of prayer and meditation, fostering a deep connection to spirituality and inner peace. Here’s a simple guide to practice it:

  1. Find a Quiet Space: Choose a calm, comfortable environment where you won’t be disturbed.

  2. Set an Intention: Reflect on what you wish to focus on—gratitude, healing, guidance, or compassion.

  3. Posture: Sit comfortably, either in a chair or on the floor, with your back straight but relaxed.

  4. Breathing: Close your eyes and take deep, calming breaths. Inhale slowly through your nose, hold for a moment, then exhale through your mouth.

  5. Prayer: Begin by offering a prayer or expressing your thoughts to a higher power. You can use traditional prayers or speak from the heart.

  6. Meditation: Transition into a meditative state. Focus on your breath, a mantra, or a spiritual text. Allow thoughts to come and go without attachment.

  7. Reflection: After some time, gently bring your awareness back. Spend a few moments in silence, reflecting on your experience.

  8. Close: Finish with a final prayer or expression of gratitude. Slowly open your eyes and take a moment to reorient yourself.

This practice can help cultivate mindfulness, peace, and a deeper sense of connection.

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Thanks bro, i will try it for sure

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03/11/2024

4th day sober completed

as usual i didnt even think of it, it hasnt been an issue at all.

My problem has been my fucking negativity towards my business, its always fucking there, im having a hard time removing it,

Negativity is sadly embedded deep in my subconscious, but i will fight as hard as possible to remove it.

Sobriety has brought up some issues i have been hiding with p0rn and masturbation.

Today was productive, i prayed, i worked in my business, i meditated, i learned more about law of attraction.

I feel im really close to achieving my new personality where i break free from negativity and become a new person.

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04/11/2024

5th day clean completed dear brothers thanks to God.

I had temptations, but i could control myself, i looked for topless pics of an actress which i am ashamed, but i closed that shit in seconds.

I prayed, meditated a little bit, worked on my business as usual, everything good on that aspect.

Brothers, p0rn has seriously fried my brain for years, and it gave me anxiety and negativity, but slowly i am recovering, i will never go back to that nightmare ever again.

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05/11/2024

6th day clean

It was a really stressful day at my business, so it gave me urges but i won, i didnt relapse

Still on the game thank god

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7th Day clean

The urges are starting to get bigger and bigger, but i am mentally strong,

I am more determined than ever to get rid of this filthy addiction once and for all.

I worked on my business, i prayed, i meditated a little bit…

I failed and opened twitter today after 7 days, to see about the election, i feel terribly about it, but i found out that i am not addicted to it anymore, thank god i overcame my twitter addiction.

Still a long way to go but i will never relapse nor back down.

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07/11/2024

8th day clean

still going strong thank god

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09/11/2024

Forgot to update yesterday,

Today is my 10th day clean, the urges are still growing but i controlled myself, i am more mentally decided than ever

There is no way back

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Hard-mode can be brutal at the beginning your brain will trick you in every possible way. But when you cross 30 day it will be easy I’m not saying it’s going to be simple. I’m going to complete 60 days soon , at the end it’s all worth it brother keep doing your best

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14/11/2024

Brothers, sorry for not updating these past days i have been extremely busy that i kept forgetting about the journal.

Thanks to God, somehow this is my 15th day without masturbating.

Its getting harder and harder everyday that passes, i never thought the urges would be this big when i started this journey.

On the first 6 days it looked so easy that i thought to myself how did people relapse? this is the easiet thing in the world

But now i get it, my brain seems like it needs masturbation more than water.

I havent clicked on P0rn since i started, but sadly i looked at Instagram pics for brief moments.

Guys does it get easier from now on? will the urges to watch p0rn and masturbate fade away with time?

One thing i know is that i will never ever go back, f*ck P0rn!!!

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21/11/2024

Brother, i sadly relapsed, i couldnt control myself.

A family member passed away, may he rest in peace, and it affected me emotionally that i didnt know what i was doing.

But i will recover myself and become stronger, this is a hard and long journey, and not as easy as it seemed.

I am more determined than ever to continue and achieve my goals.

I feel so ashamed and regretful that i let myself down

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