[24M] Zeusss's journey

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I’m sorry
I stopped daily routine status 3 days ago. I stopped visiting at rewire stopped listen god songs.
I don’t know what happened to me.
I don’t wake up at my morning time. The time for study become less and eventually to zero. I again addicted to YouTube, social media. I became lazy and daydreaming. Avoiding my predefined task. This take me to fantasy to girls, dreaming again. There are 3 nightfall in past three days Due to very high urge I couldn’t stop myself so I rubbed my dick using pillow Eventually i give in after 57 days. :sob:

But I will not stop This is not end this time I will work hard x2.
Only This time is the Right Time.
Pls support me friends.

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I am with you bro … :v::v::v::v: Again make a long streak … 50 + is awesome .

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Day 0
Wake up 7 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 11:30 PM
Study 0 hour
Exercise 0 hour

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Day 1
Wake up 3:30 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 10:30 PM
Study 5 hour
Exercise 0 hour

Why do we fall?
So that we can learn to pick ourselves up

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Day 2
Wake up 3:30 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 10:30 PM
Study 8 hour
Exercise 0.5 hour

We shall never surrender.

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Day 3
Wake up 4:30 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 11:30 PM
Study 11 hour
Exercise 0.5 hour

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Day 4
Wake up 7 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 12 PM
Study 6 hour
Exercise ** hour**

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Day 6
Wake up 6 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 11 PM
Study 4 hour
Exercise ** hour**

Feeling urges

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Day 6
Wake up 5:30 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 11:30 PM
Study 4 hour
Exercise 0 hour

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Here I Started again😭
With positive attitude :blush:

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U can do it . Focus :woman_in_lotus_position:

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Day 4
Wake up 4 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 10 PM
Study 8 hour
Exercise 0 hour

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Day 5
Wake up 7 AM ::::::::: Sleep At 11 PM
Study 11 hour
Exercise 0 hour

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Why am I slave to this habit again? :sob:
Why?
How many times I start it again? How many times I regret? :sob:
But I can’t give up.

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New fresh journey this time never give up

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