My ultimate no fap streak will begin on 4 th November. Once i start, i am never coming back to this habit again.
@Lumineon
@alejandro123
I’m never letting you guys down again.
I chose the date 4th November because it was the approximate date that i for the first time indulged in no fap exactly a decade ago when i was 13. It gives me this positive vybe that “i got me in this, ima gonna get me outta this!” The streak will always make me remember why i am doing this.
Hermanos. Si queremos derrotar está adicción tenemos que estar preparados.
Hay 3 aplicaciones que nos pueden ayudar mucho, les recomiendo descargar las y ser responsables como compañeros.
1.Block Site
Nos ayudará a poner un filtro de apps y websites.
2.Fortify
Nos ayudará a comunicarnos más fácil.
3.Trustablee
Nos ayudará a monitorear de que no nos dirijamos a sitios pornograficos.
Mi email es [email protected]
Respondan con sus email si están de acuerdo con lo del app de Trustablee!
Tenemos que vencer esto desde ya.
Si hermano el conteo ah reiniciado por una actualización medio raro pero no te preocupes vamos por los 10 días si se puede …no los dejaré hasta conseguirlo .
Vamos por los 10 días @Calel , @Lumineon hermanos si se puede tenemos que demostrar que somos más fuertes que este vicio 
Hermanos tendré que reiniciar mi contador por que no está funcionando la aplicación lo volveré a instalar y volver a contar de nuevo. No es excusa. Vamos por la libertad💪
I made it to DAY 10.
This is a big accomplishment from me.
I have always been relapsing at around day 7,8 or 9 due to strong urges but this time i was able to go full throttle because of my mindset.
How i feel?
I still have anxiety especially when i am in a new environment, an organised gathering that i am known or i am expected to speak, a very important call that i anticipate.
My mind is clear. It is making me assess and judge past bad decisions that i made while i fapped and what i should have done differently. PS: Right now i am cleaning up the mess i did to myself while indulging in no fap, e.g, i am now paying debts of money that i cannot account its useful use of it. Fapping just made me make poor decisions in life.
Strength is building up. I started going to my community gym from day 1 of this streak. It feels good doing strength training. The solid classic traditional weight lifting ethos of deadlifts, squats, bench press and pull ups. My body wants more. I can feel raw power and strength building up but it is mixed with surges of feeling tired. I get to bed and i’m sleeping like a baby.
I am now noticing women. I walk in some street and i can’t help gazing at hot beautiful women pass by.
I am now getting random but not full boners while just standing and not thinking of women.
I am not going back. Going hard everyday from now on.!
@alejandro123 and @Lumineon. I made it guys. I need to see you both make it to day 10. NO BUTS !!! NO EXCUSE!! NO GIVING UP!! I got my eyes on both of you.
That’s the best good news Ive heard this week! Congrats man, I’m so happy you made it!
Be careful not to fool yourself thought, don’t aim for a goal, aim for a full stop and not going back,
Think of it like you’ve jumped of a plane full of regrets and failure. And you are falling, falling fast! Your mind and clear and the happiness of flying, being free like a bird in the skies; makes it impossible for you to go back.
You just keep on falling and becoming more free.
Congrats on jumping off the plane!
We’re still there, I’m doing what I can to keep myself motivated and focused. I won’t come back until I’ve jumped off from this f-ing plane!
@Lumineon. Thanks Mate. I see you are halfway there. Remember also that as you look at the bigger picture, take calculated steps and monitor progress. Those small successes along the way will motivate to reach your ultimate goal.
My next checkpoint date is day 18. This day is special because it is my second highest streak number. I have only surpassed this day once in my 10 years fapping life. Ima gonna do me the honor this time to beat this record.
Awww man! I reached Day 10 without even realizing and then relapsed . . . That’s disappointing but it’s alright, I’ve found myself a few tricks to stop the urges and at least I managed to go double the time.
I saw you relapsed too when I checked in… It might feel frustrating for both of us but that is not what we must focus on right now. Right now we must plan ahead and get our minds in the best starting position that we can.
Remember, we must have a plan. I completely fooled myself, I was in the middle of the night, pulled my pants off, and what can I say? I was so much more sensitive than I expected and I relapsed so unexpectedly.
Next time I oughta not make a fool on myself like this. We gotta start doing more and promising less.
Let’s go for that hard mode, our streaks are even. Scream if you need to, but don’t let the thought take over you ever again man!
Hi @Lumineon. I think we should have this conversation as your rewire companion and look at where we stumbled.
Why haven’t we so far ever reached day 10 and surpassed it?
Why aren’t we succesful as our fellow mates whom have been here before us?
*This is not beat us down or to blame ourselves or something/one for it rather than to be aware and to acknowledge and to learn.
For me:
Most of my relapses occur on the weekends at night. I have been an introvert and broke lately; so i hardly go to clubs and road trips during the weekends. I am in no relationship at the moment.
As i hit the weekends, my streaks stands from day 7 to 10 atleast if i start a streak on Monday. Strong urges hit me during this phase. It is during the weekends that when i try to study or read a novel, my mind wanders off to women, if i try to watch a movie, i forget the storyline and i admire the hot pixels present, if i try to go sleep before 2300hrs without a gadget, then i get these crazy imaginations about ladies. “What i can do to women the moment i grab that ass” “How she’d be screaming my name/or moaning slowly mentioning my name in the lowest hottest female human species’ voice to my ears, and i would only cheat myself that i am only seeing one photo of my crush and switching off. Edging follows->Masturbation follows->Chaser effect follows-> Depression and wornout follows->Reboot happens-> Reach optimum day 7 to 10 and relapse and repeat.
If i follow closely my pattern on this relapse, one statement is always involved. " LET’S DO THIS THE LAST TIME. THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME”… But has it?
@Calel That’s why we need a plan friend. We all know how motivation becomes less relevant the further we go., No matter what we say or watch motivation we get, if we don’t do anything about place and time we fap the most, then we are going to keep relapsing.
How about we try alittle meditation. You feel the urge and the first thing you do is sit up, breathe, and get you mind straight. Feel the urge, feel the extreme discomfort, and try to think about what is most important in your life. Usually, positive thoughts will always overide those urges.
Let’s get ourselves back together. Let’s feel the pain man, feel the pain no matter what and embrace it. But the more we let those thoughts arise and not doing anything, the more we will be edging/relapsing.
Don’t pull down your pants ever unless you already going to shower, and it better be cold water.
Also, did going to the gym helped you? That’s something you did that I think really helped.
We should report back daily as companions.
Yes the gym helped plus work. I was busy. I got to day 11 max then relapsed during the weekend phase.
You are right. This needs more than motivation once we gain days. We need to hold ourselves accountable. I like your suggestion. Report to this diary everyday to this diary for the first days. (15 days recommended) then we strategize again once we get there. We are both on day 0 we now need not to leave the other behind.
@Lumineon You did it. You finally did it!!! You’ve made it 10 days strong!!! .
Congrats Knight! No going back now. Don’t look back.!!
Thank you so much companion, what an accomplishment this is for me.
I can’t believe I got myself here again and funny is that I barely even realize it because I changed my focus. I have not even watched porn, I noticed myself pulling down pants but then I focused all my energy and will into something else.
Shifting my focus has been what’s keeping me going. Since day 1 I always put things to do ahead like play the guitar or piano and study. I think we need to prioritize how we spend our time because I usually relapse when I am procrastinating.
When I feel stressed, instead of going to my room, I grab my guitar and start practicing, I grab my phone and message my friends some concern, I go out sit by the sunlight and think that finally; after 6 years, I’m beginning to feel alive once more.
Keep going companion, you give me strength, and I know you have reached this far as well!
Remember, change your focus.
I’m 18 and M Code: 4o1as7 I’m totally with you. I’m almost to 12 days exactly, but I feel that my a difficulty has manifested itself in a slightly different way. Have I have suffered from anxiety or depression? Honestly I’m not sure. All I can tell you is I certainly don’t feel like myself. Most of my energy and focus has been put toward staying on track. I almost slipped today as I was starting at myself in the mirror and grasping at myself. After careful consideration, I decided this wasn’t edging, because I wasn’t masturbating. I was actively resisting. I had to tell myself I wasn’t going to do it, and I didn’t. Nevertheless, this has been the most difficult point in my journey thus far. Even now, my body feels like it’s burning for me to give in. There were a couple times where I almost was ready to say that it was what I wanted, but I knew that wasn’t the truth. My ultimate goal is to repair my mind to what it was before I ever started this nonsense. Your posts have inspired me. 
I never thought of channeling the passion into something else and utilizing it. You have opened my eyes in yet another way. I’m new to this forum, yet I am already finding useful information and inspiration. Thank you! I am smack in the middle of an intense urge but on the bright side, I feel like I could run a marathon. I have a ton of energy that will not go to waste.
@Lumineon You now got to give me that 21 strong mate. They say that is the habit barrier breaking day. Stack in those 10 days in clean and hard. I’m watching you. (21) Next Target. HIT IT!!
@Obsidian_Meridian Welcome to this diary mate. I’m glad that you find the information here helpful and guiding you to achieve your ultimate goal. May i ask what mode you on and how many days you be longing to go for? I’d love to be your companion and track your progress.