20 wordsssssss
So 1000 posts completed… feeling honoured. Thanks everyone…
Oh finally
(That’s 10 100s to signify 1000)
Thanks bro…
I think you are the second most writer in most diaries
So you deserve congrats too.
Oh hell yeah I think in almost 9-10 diaries I am 2nd highest poster
21 may
Woke up 6:33
Followed time table sincerely
Meditation
Study 3 hrs (expected more)
Surya namaskaar
Prayer
I sincerely followed my time table in morning and it gave me a super boost. I was super productive today comparitively. Just when I slept in afternoon I forgot to put alarm and i messed up my schedule , slept extra hour.
I started listening an audiobook named “no more Mr. Nice guy” And let me tell you it is amazing. I sometimes feel related with it too much. I ordered it today.
( it is for guys who think they feel it hard to say no most of times and always a giver and fixer of others life) By this I want but warn you about content inside if you think to buy.
Relapsed today again…
Holiday = Relapse day for me
I just messed morning schedule today and after that it was downhill.
At holidays, we usually don’t have work and tend to waste time. Our mind is free not occupied by work in these days. So relapses are much often. Even I have more tendency to relapse on Sunday that any other weekdays.
True bhai.
Now at this point biggest problem for me is only being free whole day. Since I am not disciplined. Well trying to do it.
If you watch my statistics 90% of my relapsed are on holidays.
I think our minds already co relate sunday = rest day = relaxing.
Wo bhi h. Par I think sab mindset par h…
22 may
Woke up 6:20
Study 30 min
Meditation (longest till date)
Prayer
Getting back to work from tomorrow. Let’s go…
Our mind thinks sometimes PMO is relaxing whereas it actually is not, it creates fatigue and so much mental pressure. Bewakoof animal brain.
(Go watch the YBOP videos)
23 may
Woke up 6:34
Yoga
Study 1 hr
Prayer –
Mobile usage 3:30 hrs
Whole day I was with friends. Also my old roommate came to see me. We enjoyed lot. Now after chilling. I will study some time then sleep .
Good night.
Bro…I saw your pfp and thought it was Tsunade
Who is that?
Bruhhhhhhhh .
Don’t call him tsunade
It’s Mikey from Tokyo revengers…(watch if you have time)
24 may
Woke up 6:20
Yoga
Study 20 min
Read a book–
Prayer
Day spent on project work. Went outside, ate some maggi and the food today was just
Now have to focus more on studies. And discipline. Good night
25 may
Day spend well.
When there is no porn there are no urges man. Feeling so free and fresh like old times.
Woke up 6:40(I had a nightfall, felt sleepy )
Yoga
Meditation–
Study 10 min
Prayer –
Read a book
Due to some reasons I was not meditating,restarting again…
Good night
That’s soo good to hear…
It feels like you are a War Veteran who overcame his PTSD and talking this line
Keep going bro