Garmiyon light jaana boht khrab hai 
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Jaipur m thodi jati itniā¦ Tum Jaipur se hi to ho bro??
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Arey jaipur toh dur padta hai 6 ghante mere yahan jaane main.
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Oh. Ajmer m to Gand Tod garmi h. Aur ab light bhi katne lag Gaye logā¦ sardiyon m ni katte saale. Garmiyon m jarurat h tab inko katni h.
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Hamare toh waise kuch der main generator chala dete hain toh light aa jaati par lekin zada paise lagte hain
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Achaā¦ Chalo ye bhi Sahi hā¦ Thode paise m jalna ni pad ra to bdiya hi h
Chalo Bhai kafi late hā¦ ab ni soya to subah time p ni uth paungaā¦
Good night
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1 may
Shit broā¦ I relapsed twice todayā¦ and the sad part is I watched p***. After all this I realised I can erase all my progress if I keep doing thisā¦
The root problem I cannot find. But thing I found is I have a deep habbit rooted in me to stay away from people most of the time or spend most of time on virtual ways of enjoymentā¦I have hostel mates, but I avoid them forcefully as an old habbit. I have few friends and only talk to them. But they live far.I developed this habbit after an incident in my childhood and added fuel to it when got addicted but never I thought this will become a disastrous habbit.
But still I think this is not the main reason, main reason is I am stuck. I somewhere inside of me has those old memories ā¦ I changed after doing pmo and I donāt know how much more time it will take to overcome this stupid thing.
I donāt want to look at girls with wrong thoughts.
I donāt want to have this thought process.
Man , may be i need time.
So, from Tomorrow I think I will focus all my energy to my goals. I will make a goal list and focus everything on it. Neither I will think about people nor I will try to be free. I know itās harder years of dopamine flow but itās not impossible. Also ,I let myself down many times. Not nowā¦
Woke up 6:30
Meditationā
Exerciseā
Study 10 min
Prayer 1time 
Alright good night
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Way too goo broo .
All the best for tomorrowā¦
Yeahh 
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Thanks bro 
I will try my best but it is very hard alone. We all need supporters.
If you want to do better do it alone and if you want to go long go with companions.
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Still I am going to do it from now. I was sluggish for few days but this laziness hit me hardā¦ now I need to get back up and focusā¦
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Bro i am with you . 
The goals you have tomorrow is pretty much same that i planned for tomorrow letās see how it goes.
Yahh bro i guess we are on the same trackā¦i am getting too lazy this daysā¦ past weeksā¦need to be on good trackā¦ We need to focus what matters most.
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Sure brother. Letās humbly focus on our goals ā¦
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Good night bruhh sleep well ā¦gotta wake up earlyā¦
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Same bhai, yhi sab soch ke kal bach gya main 
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Same dude, My friends always judge girls make fun of her or a random person . But what I hate is that zara si baat ho wo log rubber ki tarah kheechenge .
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2nd may
Woke up 6:45 but slept again as I slept on 1 pm yesterdayā¦ (My sleep routine is disturbed)
Exercise - did yoga for celibacy
Meditationā
Read a book ā
Study 30 min
Prayer
I was focused from morning so first thing I did was handle my day. I did not follow my heart I followed my routine. Studied , then prayedā¦
Then went to library ā¦ but my friends came too soon and we went for project stuffā¦
Came back at 3 pm. Then slept till 5.
Did other worksā¦
Now, my brotherās birthday is tomorrow so I will wake up until 12 ā¦ then sleep ā¦
good nightā¦
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Not only for upsc but for every competition in world
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4 may
Woke up 7:10 then after some time slept again then at 9:20
Exercise (yoga)
Meditation ā
Study 20 min
Read a book ā
Prayer
Toady I spend most of time in college talking to friendsā¦
I listened to some good videos and it helped me be calm and composedā¦ I think what if I followed themā¦ it would be amazingā¦
Alright good night . Jai Shree Ram
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5th may
Woke up 7
Yoga
Meditation (will do just now)
Read a book ā
Study 2 hrs
Mobile usage 3hrs
Prayer
Feeling good. But have to be careful.
The weather here is super . After rain it is so chill. Air is flowing nice.
Well, productivity today was increased. I tried to use the method of video posted here yesterday and it helped somewhatā¦
Alright. Good night. Hare Krishna . Jai Shree Ram
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