[22 M] RE: Awaken's Nofap Journal

Thank you @FaithfulWalker for the support.

I haven’t gotten any urge till now and the day is going good too.

I also gotta start abstaining from outside food. Like even if it’s not in category of junk, I won’t eat outside food.

3 Likes

Day 1 was decent. I did a bunch of works.

For tomorrow, I intend to wake up early and focus on deep work and then go out.

4 Likes

Day 2
Relapsed 3 times. I feel worst.
Duration of relapse: 2 hours

2 Likes

Will be going to auto expo on 22 Jan :racing_car::dash:

3 Likes

@Best_PersonBest_Life I had this question told to me when I was in school. So I just pointed it out here and now I used it for my NoFap motto.

4 Likes

20th January, 2024 :racing_car::dashing_away:

  • :white_check_mark: Wake up @5:50 am :sunrise: (woke up late @8:00 am)
  • :white_check_mark: Brush + Face wash :toothbrush:
  • :white_check_mark: Travel 6:10-7:45 am :metro:
  • :white_check_mark: SL (2 of 2) :fountain_pen:
  • Assignments 8:30-10:30 am :man_technologist:
  • Work 10:30-12:30 pm :page_facing_up:
  • Travelling somewhere else 2:00 pm :metro:
  • Buying stuff 2:00-3:30 pm :shopping_bags:
  • Travelling back 3:30-4:00 pm :metro:
  • Pics 4:00-5:00 pm :camera_with_flash:
  • Will.update.more.later :building_construction:
5 Likes

Actually it was my mentor in school that asked me this question.

3 Likes

Routine: Jan 21, 2025 :racing_car::dashing_away:


Morning

  • :white_check_mark: Wake up @7:30 am :sunrise_over_mountains:
  • :white_check_mark: Bathing & Getting ready 7:30-8:10 am :shower:
  • Garlic Empty stomach + ashwagandha :garlic:
  • Cleaning room
  • Breakfast + Supplements :kiwi_fruit:
  • Walking the Dog :dog:
  • A4 works 9:00-12:00 pm :man_technologist:t2:

Afternoon

  • Assignments 12:00-1:00 pm :man_technologist:t2:
  • Pictures 1:00-3:00 pm :camera_with_flash:

Evening

  • Travelling + some stuff 3:00-6:00 pm :metro:
  • Exercise 6:00-7:00 pm :hot_springs:
  • Rest a bit :battery:
  • Read Easy Peasy :open_book:

Night

  • Internship 8:00-11:00 pm :man_technologist:t2:
  • Tumeric Milk :glass_of_milk:
  • Sleep 11:00-4:00 am :sleeping_face:

Study goals (0/5)

Calisthenics

Exercise Sets Weights
Chin-ups
Wall sit
Dips
Squats
Push-ups
Pull-ups
Leg raise
Hold still
Running/Football
6 Likes

It’s about time we got the clock ticking…

7 days to go!

4 Likes

Really appreciate you remembering the date Brother.

I am traveling before that, so might be celebrating it with family-relatives. :smile:

5 Likes

Advance happy birthday Awaken_one :birthday: :partying_face:

5 Likes

Advanced Happy Birthday Brooooo. :heart::heart:

4 Likes

Damn it, I can’t wait any longer… Demon Dogs!

6 days to go! Aaaaaoooooooo! :wolf::fire:

PS: I know it’s kind of annoying I’ve begun the countdown so early but this gives me all the more opportunity to inject some funny gifs into your diary since you’re not uploading them.

So if you like what I’m doing, just say, “Screw you Sukuna!”.

And if you don’t, still say, “Screw you Sukuna!”.

So I don’t know the difference and keep doing what I’m doing. :smiling_face_with_horns:

6 Likes

Bro wants me to get old faster so he can get all girls. Ain’t letting ya have your way Sukuna :slightly_smiling_face:

5 Likes

23rd JANUARY 2025 :spiral_calendar:

  • :white_check_mark: wake up @4:30 am :sunrise_over_mountains:
  • bath & all :soap:
  • Reverting to the Group :mobile_phone:
  • work 5:30-10:30 am :man_technologist:t2:
  • beard cutting 10:30-11:00 am :man_beard:t2:
  • picture 11:00-12:00 pm :framed_picture:
  • Call 12:00-12:30 pm :telephone_receiver:
  • enrollment 12:30-1:00 pm :memo:
  • Walking the dog :dog:
  • Travel 1:30-4:30 pm :metro:
  • Buying some stuff 4:30-5:00 pm :shopping_bags:
  • exercise 5:00-6:00 pm :flexed_biceps:t2:
  • Study 6:00-8:00 pm :notebook:
  • Internship 8:00-11:00 pm :man_technologist:t2:
  • Sleep by 11:00-4:00 am :sleeping_face:

7 Likes

Hell nah, this relapse, this ■■■■…this hormones

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck why do I relapse and when I do I laugh like a madman because I can’t do shit after I am done relapsing. I can’t cry either.

7 Likes

To-do 24-Jan-2025

  • :white_check_mark: Bathing 4:30-5:00 am
  • :white_check_mark: Garlic Empty Stomach + ashwagandha
  • :white_check_mark: Vedanta 4 pages
  • :white_check_mark: cleaning room
  • :white_check_mark: Work 5:30-9:30 am
  • :white_check_mark: breakfast
  • :white_check_mark: Getting a beard cut 9:30-10:00 am
  • Picture 10:00-10:30 pm
  • Call
  • submitting (0/4)
  • :white_check_mark: Sleep 12:00-4:00 pm
  • going out 4:00-8:00 pm
  • gym
  • Netflix and Chill
  • sleep 10:30-4:00 am
4 Likes

Try to do small things to bring down focus on small targets

3 Likes

Yeah bro, that’s exactly what your future might look like if you don’t stop using your ‘weapon’! I’m saying this to motivate you, but if you feel offended, I sincerely apologize. However, if you keep relapsing every 4-5 days, then in the future—if you manage to get married (though honestly, who would marry someone with such habits?)—you might have to rely on IVF for your wife to conceive. I truly hope it doesn’t come to that, but if it does, remember that in IVF, the baby could be conceived using someone else’s sperm. This means you’d carry the burden of raising another person’s child.

If you’re thinking about adoption, that’s also similar but can be considered a good deed. Still, the best option is to take control of your habits and avoid letting things spiral to a point where your ‘little friend’ becomes useless. That’s it for today’s motivation! Again, if you feel offended, you can report this post, but it would be better if you let me know directly to delete it.

4 Likes

Damn bro! I think it’s not a proper place to talk about all of this. Sex is his choice and sex is a part of life not the whole life. He can be happy without having any kids. Sex just adds a spice to your life also it’s important to carry the future generation.

I think it’s more than just a game of patience to get out of this. I got you if you’re failing every 3-4 days. Better to take a break and think where am I mistakening.

However, i think @Awaken_one has enough potential to get out from this and follow a lovely beautiful life ahead. He knows pretty well how to stand up against all temptations.

Taste the freedom dude it’s so sweet.

4 Likes