[22 M] RE: Awaken's Nofap Journal

31st December 2024 (Skim Day) :ferris_wheel:

NOFAP: Beginning :triangular_flag_on_post:

Morning :sunrise_over_mountains:

  • :white_check_mark: Wake up @ 5:30 am
  • :white_check_mark: Getting Ready
  • (Expensive) Garlic + Aamla
  • :white_check_mark: Cleaned Room
  • :white_check_mark: Book Reading - 4 page of Vedanta Philosophy
  • :white_check_mark: Breakfast
  • :white_check_mark: Walking the Dog
  • :white_check_mark: Study 5:30-9:30 pm
  • :white_check_mark: Test (316/340)

Afternoon :partly_sunny:

  • :white_check_mark: Travel Back 12:30-3:00 pm (alternatively might just wander off a bit to submit resume in Gurgaon offices) Actually came back home just now @7:30 pm
  • :white_check_mark: Lunch
  • Beard cutting
  • Netflix and chill 3:00-4:30 pm
  • Joining Gym

Evening :city_sunset:

  • Application Completion 5:00-9:00 pm
  • Emailing for waivers and scholarship queries
  • Enrolling in Coursera

Night :bridge_at_night:

  • Ashwagandha + Supplements
  • Tumeric
  • Sleep 10:00-4:00 am

Tasks complete: __/20

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Hi I hope that you are doing great guys I need your help if you don’t mind, I’vd start nofab challenge a week ago but I fell today ,I’m so disappointed of myself sad and depressed and I don’t know what to do right now :broken_heart:

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Hi, I totally understand you are feeling a bit despaired by the relapse but what good does it do to be sad about it now?

Remember this and believe that You will become free gradually, considering the setbacks of today as a learning curve.

You should create your own thread and tell your side of story, about yourself first. That would help understanding your situation and will be easy to help you out. There are other females here who can help you better too by seeing your own thread, surely a new thread would foster a great interaction.

I would also help but currently I have an exam and I am in a rush for it. So, let’s catch up later in your new thread.

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thank for that and good luck about your exams​:white_heart::sparkles:

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Just came out of the exam premise and scored 316/340 … …
For the universities I required, it’s 324-330 score range that needs to be achieved.

Might submit with this score only or take another attempt after consideration. You guys think my Vocab is good, I lost most marks in Vocab only.

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Bhaiii you are good. Vocab is just about luck. With your advice and guidance I recently scored 8.5 out of 9 in IELTS.

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As soon as my result arrived I immediately thought of you. You are that gooood.

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Also now rushing to complete my Oxford Application. As a procrastinator I am back to the old condition of being forced to finish the application in bare minimum time.

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Humble Nerbo hiding the fact he is much better at vocab than any of us, bet you gave the exam with minimal efforts. I have no doubt about it. :slightly_smiling_face:

Btw the way you are I should be asking where did you loose the 0.5 it’s impossible lol.

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Lol in Speaking and Writing :joy::joy::joy:

Although yeah I could not prepare at all and could not give any mock tests or anything.

Listening - 9
Reading - 9
Speaking - 7.5
Writing - 7.5

In both the speaking and writing, I overdid things. In speaking went on to speak for long phases where I didn’t immediately come to the point. One question they asked was - How can people save time? And I began telling them how limiting social interactions can help in saving time, through my example. But it became longish and the interviewer asked me to answer on a general note.

In writing, I wrote 400 words for the 150 words question and 500+ words for the 250 words answer thinking that they are the minimum word counts.

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That’s exactly same as mine. Damn.

That’s nice. I am also filling the application and will be done with them by 25 Jan. Do make sure to do it throughly and also sometimes update in Diary so that I can see and you be accountable to not procrastinate.

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For Research they ask for the Proposal, so your major make or break lies there and in the reccos and the writing samples you submit.

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But yeah I need to quicken up the pace. It is a desperate condition now.

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I still believe so. They dare misjudge you. Fine. Where are those damn examiners. I don’t resort to this very often.

Infernal Flames: Open!

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1st January 2025 :ferris_wheel:

NOFAP: Beginning :triangular_flag_on_post:

Morning :sunrise_over_mountains:

  • :white_check_mark: Wake up @ 6:00 am
  • :white_check_mark: Getting Ready
  • :white_check_mark: Garlic + Aamla
  • :white_check_mark: Cleaned all rooms
  • Book Reading - 4 page of Vedanta Philosophy
  • Meditation philosophy
  • Prayer
  • :white_check_mark: Breakfast
  • :white_check_mark: Walking the Dog

In Library

  • W3 Completion 8:30-12:00 pm
  • Notes 12:00-1:00 pm (previous + current)
  • Essay and applications 1:00-1:45 pm

Afternoon :partly_sunny:

  • Beard cutting
  • Lunch 2:00-2:30 pm
  • Walking the Dawg
  • Asking about martial arts

Evening :city_sunset:

  • Emailing for waivers and scholarship queries 4:00-5:00 pm
  • Netflix and chill 5:00-6:30 pm
  • Application Completion 6:30-8:30 pm

Night :bridge_at_night:

  • Ashwagandha + Supplements
  • Tumeric
  • Sleep 10:00-3:30 am

Tasks complete: __/ 22

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Bro did you nut again?

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No I haven’t. I don’t wanna peek or anything.

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Good. I am guessing it’s tougher to peek and then not nut than just not nut?

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It’s tougher to not peek yes, every social media is a graveyard for nofappers.

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You got ■■■■ on your social feed or your social feed made you look up ■■■■? If you’re getting ■■■■ on your social feed it will be really tough to get any streak going.

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