(21M) Rewire's Transformation Journey 2023-24 🔥

[rewire_user]

Day 8
Another great wonderful day, went to my village.
Studied in the morning, and Was just chilling the whole day. Nothing much to say
Let’s get back to work from tomorrow
Good Night folks

[rewire_user]

I fucked up , I don’t know how I slept at 6 30 pm while using my phone. Then woke up and had dinner. Spent time here. Post a lot of thing. And then I went to bed. I was facing urges, so as usual I started chanting Tatakae tatakae. And then I was trying so hard but wasn’t able to sleep. Then It started the night urges, It almost got me. But I fought and didn’t gave up and the one thing which didn’t let me gave up was @Tagore challenge.

And then some sort of pain started there, I knew it’s because of edging. But I resisted. And I told my mind relapse can’t fix a thing. But then I drank a lot of water. And pain there got increased. I tried to sleep. Then, went to washroom to pee. And there I don’t know why didn’t I resist there, my willpower was gone. And I relapsed .
@ysub I lost !

I am sorry for letting everybody down. I have learned one thing, that first move you make is the most dangerous, I wish I would have stopped my first thought, I realized this after my relapse. Because of my fcking sleep I lost. What could I have done. I was resisting not to use my phone, to avoid blue light to fell asleep. What the fck ! That urge wasn’t worth the relapse. And I defeated it but that pain let me down.
Stay strong You guys !

I wish I could have started watching anime or something rather than trying to sleep

[Yash21]

Thats sad bro, it’s like chain reaction one after another relapsing 2 days back nofapster yesterday Dean ambrose & now you relapsed I have to be careful now. Try to fix your sleep schedule this time bcs urges are high during night time. Anyways come back stronger this time & be careful about chaser effect.
Tatakae Tatakae.

[NhTbH]

@rewire_user you are a strong man , you can do it , come on

flame on #

[ysub]

And the most important point is u have learnt the lesson…
U understood what went wrong… Silly reason or reasonable cause… Whatever it is… U understood what went wrong.

I think that is the main Ingredient for a man to change.
So now u know the reason for ur fall be alert, for im sure the same phase will be there with u for atleast sometime… frustration leads to worst actions careful there.

Man like u with a great reputation in this forum and greatest chant tatakae tatakae will sure find a way to get out of this quickly. And that gives the inspiration for the newcomers like me and for those who r facing same situation like u.

So find a way for urself and thus show a path for us @rewire_user

Fight… Fight

[rewire_user]

@ysub

I think that is the main Ingredient for a man to change.
So now u know the reason for ur fall be alert, for im sure the same phase will be there with u for atleast sometime… frustration leads to worst actions careful there.

You are right brother I am just upset about the fact, I led my people down. Those who believe in me. Those who support me no matter what. Whatever I am today, It’s because of them and you all. There support gave me the strength to keep moving forward even after failing. That fight spirit is being developed inside of me because of my friends here. And I know the only way to win is to Fight And I won’t give up. I will achieve Freedom.

@NhTbH

ou are a strong man , you can do it , come on

Thanks a lot for these positive words. They really help to pick myself back up.

@Yash21

Try to fix your sleep schedule this time

That’s my enemy for now. I will fix it first, I am fed up with this. My relapses are only at night time. If I have control over my sleep. I will be very close to getting past this addiction.
I will work on it.

@Yash21

Tatakae Tatakae.

Tatakae Tatakae

[nofapstar123]

Try again man!
We won’t make this addiction stay for this year. The right time is now.
Fight is the only way to win.

As I said earlier there is not much time left that we will be freed from this addiction. Our stretegies improving, our streaks improving our mindset is evolving!

[The_integrous_one]

@rewire_user

wish I could have started watching anime or something rather than trying to sleep

Yeah man I also wish that the night I relapsed I could have just watched Brooklyn 99, But what is done is done.
Get back at it. You are already doing better than earlier everytime, go for even better this time.

[GOVIND-19]

@rewire_user

And I relapsed

[nofapstar123]

Air Bhai exam cancel hogaye tumhare modiji Kamal karte hai

[Dean_Ambrose]

I’m so happy. Jai Modi…BEST PM😂

[nofapstar123]

Tumlog Ka toh hogaya hum log state board Ka kya hoga😅

[Dean_Ambrose]

Believe in Modi , he will cancel yours also…

[The_integrous_one]

@nofapstar123

hum log state board Ka kya ho

They will cancel the exams too I think.

@Dean_Ambrose

I’m so happy.

I predicted there won’t be any exam till August but it turned out even better, No exams at all

[Hardmode123]

Jee mains nahi hoga cancel. Prepare for it.

[GOVIND-19]

[rewire_user]

Man, i was so serious about that 4 hour challenge.
And I was about to complete the last hour and my friend called and told me about it. And I just threw away everything
No study challenge for next two week. A complete chill break. @The_integrous_one Sorry for tomorrow I am out.
Just for few days, Then I will get back to studies

[Dean_Ambrose]

@rewire_user

No study challenge for next two week. A complete chill break. @Samaranjay Sorry for tomorrow I am out.

Lol. Enjoy , but don’t Relapse .

[nofapstar123]

Watch Jujutsu kaisen if u haven’t it’s on my watchlist if my exam get cancelled

[rewire_user]

I am 200% sure. It will brother, Most of them were going to do what cbse is doing. I am pretty sure. Your state will too cancel it.