[21 M] RE: Awaken's Nofap Journal

Hi guys, THIS IS ME.
Ah, I know you already know its me by seeing my name. But, have you actually known me. I suppose not. I’ll reveal everything bit by bit once I overcome those bits. Sometimes, I won’t be able to, but trust me, It’s for my own good. So bear my vague explanations.

I haven’t achieved much in life up until now. I want everything, I want possession of everything in this world. So, I choose the path of Envy.

This time I won’t wait for others approval, I will just do things that are right. If I am successful, I will help this forum & the people here too.

My end goal was a girl, is a girl, if I have her at the end of this journey, I will feel my path was successful.

I can never relapse on this path, never.

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25th November, 2024 :spiral_calendar:

  • Cold shower + Meditation + Garlic Empty Stomach 4:00-5:00 am :white_check_mark:
  • Vocabulary 5:00-10:00 am :white_check_mark:
  • Study 10:00-3:00 pm :x:
  • Networking & Socials 3:00-5:00 pm :x:
  • Study 5:00-6:00 pm :x:
  • Going out 6:00-7:00 pm :roller_coaster: :x:
  • Mock 8:00-10:00 pm :hourglass_flowing_sand: :x:
  • Sleep by 10:30-4:00 am :sleeping: :x:


Day 1: Re-Entry
Interact with your new environment and create connection.


  1. Day Rating: 3/10
  2. Saved: no
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26th November, 2024

  • Wake up by the grace of God :white_check_mark:
  • Bathing + Getting Ready + Meditation + Garlic Empty Stomach 4:35-5:10 am :white_check_mark:
  • Vocabulary 165-339 5:10-7:10 am
  • nap 7:30-9:30 am :white_check_mark:
  • practice questions 10:00-1:00 pm
  • Study 1:00-4:00 pm
  • Walking the Dawg 4:00-4:30 pm :white_check_mark:
  • park 4:30-5:00 pm
  • Mock 5:00-7:00 pm
  • Filling the Form 7:00-8:00 pm
  • Website Update 8:00-9:00 pm
  • Sleep by 10:30-3:30 am
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27th November, 2024

  • Wake up 3 am :white_check_mark:
  • Bathing + Meditation + Garlic Empty Stomach 3:00-3:40 am :white_check_mark:
  • Vocabulary 3:40-6:00 am :white_check_mark:
  • Practice Questions 6:00-10:00 am
  • Study 10:00-12:00 pm
  • Mock 1:00-3:00 pm
  • Nap 3:00-3:26 pm :white_check_mark:
  • Walking the Dog :white_check_mark:
  • Park 4:00-4:30 pm
  • Vocabulary 5:00-6:00 pm
  • Study 6:00-8:00 pm
  • Enjoy & cool down :white_check_mark:
  • Sleep by 10:00 pm
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28th November, 2024*

  • :white_check_mark: Bathing & Getting Ready 9°C
  • :white_check_mark: Meditation + streching + garlic Empty Stomach
  • Vocabulary 7:00-10:00 am
  • Practice Questions 10:00-12:00 pm
  • Others 12:00-2:00 pm
  • Mock 2:30-4:30 pm
  • Walking the Dog
  • Park
  • Concepts + Practice Questions 6:00-9:00 pm
  • Dinner & sleep by 10:00 pm

Additional:

  • Social Media only after 4:00 pm, that too for only 5 mins per hour
  • Supplements
  • No Peeking Absolutely
  • WO + Quiz (in free time)
  • Networking
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29th November, 2024

Morning :sunrise_over_mountains:

  • :tea: Bathing + Meditation + Garlic Empty Stomach
  • Vocabulary 6:00-10:00 am
  • Practice Questions 10:00-12:00 pm

Afternoon :sunny:

  • concepts + doubts 12:00-2:00 pm
  • Mock 2:30-4:30 pm
  • Walking the Dog

Evening :city_sunrise:

  • Park
  • Concepts + Practice Questions 6:00-9:00 pm
  • Dinner & sleep by 10:00 pm

Additional: :bridge_at_night:

  • Social Media only after 4:00 pm, that too for only 5 mins per hour
  • Supplements
  • No Peeking Absolutely
  • WO + Application
  • Networking

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  • wake up @ 6 am
  • Bathing & getting ready
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Hey bro it will be interesting to read if u share more things like :

  1. current streak (it feels good to see days :chart_with_upwards_trend:)
  2. how was ur day , got urges or not . How u defeated them
  3. daily goals, done or not
  4. any other things u feel. Keep this diary informal :hugs:
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Oh. Thanks for reminding me!
I will accompany them in my next update :beach_umbrella:

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06, DECEMBER. 2024

Wake up @6:00 am
Bathing (Cold shower 10 points, hot shower 5 points)
Getting ready (5 points)
Study Session #1 7:30-12:00 pm (400+) (10 points per hour)
Study Session #2 12:00-4:00 pm (W2)
Cool down study session 4:00-4:30 pm
Exercise 4:30-5:00 pm (25 points for normal workout, 50 for Saitama one.)
Study Session #3 5:00-7:30 pm (W3)
Miscellaneous (10 points)
Study Session #4 8:00-11:00 pm (W4)
Sleep 11:00-5:00 am


___ out of 205 points

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Do ur best :sparkling_heart::muscle: my friend

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Should I cut my here well, my parents will kill me.

I will get tattoos before my birthday. Cool.

Her birthday is overmorrow. Hmm

Studied, had good day. Nofap is cool too. Helped mom.

Might study more, and sleep early. Capture.

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9th December, 2024

  • :white_check_mark: Woke up a bit late :sunrise_over_mountains:
  • :white_check_mark: Bathing :shower:
  • :white_check_mark: Garlic Empty stomach + Aamla :garlic:
  • :white_check_mark: Ashwagandha :wood:
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Thank you God.

This is a gratitude message to you. I know YOUR ALMIGHTY PRESENCE listens to me and everyone who believes in you and I am grateful for everything you gave me, I really am grateful.

I surrender to your will. Please lead me to a good path. I surrender my ego, my dreams, my negative thoughts and my doubts. Be my light, for I believe in you solely.

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Hmm. Getting Sukuna’s curse marks huh? Cool. Well 28 January is not distant. Make sure you get them soon.

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Dude wtf lol, I can’t even scold you for mentioning it out loud. You remember, it means alot haha.

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10th December, 2024
:white_check_mark: Bathed + got ready
:white_check_mark: PRAYED
:white_check_mark: checked updates
:white_check_mark: Breakfast

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What about garlic :garlic: empty stomach :confused:

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Garlics are expensive lol. :slightly_smiling_face: (Jk)

I woke up @12. It was already time for breakfast. So couldn’t have it. I Usually eat is an hour before any meal.

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