Good brother, keep moving forward. 
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Yeah Brother ! I completely agree with you !
Thatās why I said, that I will be there for transmutation challenge.
The thing is I tagged everyone so that, I might feel guilty while using it in the morning or in the afternoon.
That what my friends will say that he said he is not gonna use it but he is online !
And Most importantly I was saying it to myself, My self conscious that I have announced in front of everyone now itās time to stay true to your statement !
Thanks everyone for the amazing advice.
I will try to minimize the use !
Stay Strong Guys !
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I relapsed Guys ! 
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Oh man 
, itās alright brother. We know you are doing your best, we know you will come out of this very soon.
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I donāt have any excuses. Just did what mind said !
My mind said just watch one video and check !
Do you have self control !
I always say to other night urges are stronger, Do something about it.
I myself contradicted that !
I am sry everyone !
Once again, And I cannot win !
I lost!
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You can win brother, you are no less than anyone. Donāt put yourself down, accept the situation and move on. Read easy peasy hackbook if you havenāt try applying those fundamentals. I read 1 chapter of easy peasy whenever urges even come close to me.
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What in the world should I do now ?
I just want to get through this habit.
I donāt want this to happen to me.
Again and again and again.
You guys were there for me thatās why I kept fighting.
But now I give up !
I cannot surpass this!
I am sorry to disappoint you guys !
But i canāt do anything I am feeling filthy impure and thinking to just run away somewhere !
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Brother no , we all are with you, we still respect you for your efforts.
You can do this
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Ahh man itās really a bad day. Seeing my two closest companions relapse but it doesnāt matter. I know that your strong.
You have to change your mindset bro. Try changing your mind or else it will keep tricking you.
Hope to see you back on track soon!
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Thanks brothers for the support ! @Samaranjay @valiant_warrior
You all were all along with me in this journey thanks for being with me.
Guiding me and helping me through any problem.
Few minutes ago, I was saying to my friends fight fight.
And see I relapsed shameless !
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Donāt worry brother, we trust that you will come back stronger. Failures are just stepping stones for ultimate success.
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Brother @The_integrous_one I just want to write whatever is coming in my mind !
I might get well after Tomorrowās bath.
But right now let me loath myself.
I want to make myself feel so low !
That this shit is happening to me again and again.
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Brother donāt say that. Thereās no use of being negative. This is your evil mind making you think all of this.
CONTROL YOUR MIND AND DONāT LET YOUR MIND CONTROL YOU
We are always here to help you. This community exists so that we can help each other. Even I relapsed 3 days back. I know how it feels to talk all this and then relapse but after few days it will be fine. You will be back on track. I am sure.
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Brother 
, itās ok, I had the same feeling last time I relapsed, this happens, but it gives you a nudge to never turn back. I know you will get better.
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Thanks brother, You all are just like my family.
Staying up late with me so that I can feel better.
I am sorry guys to disappoint.
Sry for late
Good night
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Good night brother! Sleep tight!
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Bro now 3.05 am . 
I am crying . But I will never give up ā¦
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I wrote everything whatever came into my mind.
And I realized after relapse, itās the depression state.
You cannot think you just feel that you are a loser.
And you donāt deserve to become great.
I will work on this.
I will not let myself lose.
And bow to PMO.
And as my relapse trend is
I relapse mostly at night and on Thursday night or Friday.
Is there a pattern or something.
That my body feels urge on Thursday night and friday.
@The_integrous_one @valiant_warrior @_TIGER
Thanks brother for supporting me.
I will not give up. I was demotivated because I watched more than 50 videos in a day wasted two days to analyze my previous relapse.
But this time.
I will come out with something best.
Good luck guys.
I will try my best !
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that hurts man. three of us down on the same day! is pmo that powerfull?
oh we have to be more powerful than this shit.
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Now I really 
hate PMO.
(I think I will start using that emoji now cause I donāt cuss 
)
Together we three fell 
But together we three can rise- the phoenix, the Pokemon master and Kira.
(Sorry mate idk whoās your fav anime characterā¦Levi? )
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