Day 4
March 24th
Forgot to check in but I am today no urges today but yesterday holly molly I was so horny. I conquerd that evil that wanted me to fail and succeeded in the fight feeling good I will win I have to.
Good accomplishment bro but it does not end there. Be prepared for whatβs coming next and REMEMBER THAT AFTER CONQUERING EACH URGE YOU BECOME STRONGER!
March 24th, 2023
Prayed
Read Quran
Studied
Exercised
Played the piano
I am becoming stronger each day. Urges are like history now, my day is so busy that I donβt have time to even think about fantasies. But the only bad habit that I must get rid of is useless YouTube videos. Everytime I want to search for knowledge or astronomical videos I get fooled by the recommendations with various thumbnails of any kind of subjects Anime, video gamers, reactions, etcβ¦ But anyway, I am greatful that I am still on the right track and I am greatful for all of Godβs blessings.
Good night everyone!
Day 86 check in 25/3/2023
Day 5
March 25th
My spring break is over and was planning to grind the whole week but I start physical therapy next week. So Ive been resting to recover faster. 4 n a half weeks left and Iβm back to it No urges feeling great and ready for the world
Thank you my friend keep after it
Day 87 check in 26/3/2023
Day 1
March 26th
I relapsed. The app I use has a timer for one day without deleting it and I deleted it after it got done. I took more precautions and deleted Chrome so I wonβt get on my phone if I delete it and I might just spend money to make it where itβs longer than a day I canβt keep failing like this anymore Victory is the only option
Only 3 days for reaching 90 days
Thatβs awesome man!
If you relapse by watching Pornography or because of your device then I advice you to limit screen usage. It all starts with a simple βletβs search for this unnecessary thingβ. Do not waste your time on it and you will definitely notice the difference.
Day 88 check in 27/3/2023 magic number 90 is so closeee
March 27th, 2023
So my day started normal, I started studying in the morning till I felt a strong pain in my stomach. I felt so weak back then that I almost faded out so I stayed in bed most of the day. Watched some Attack On Titan episodes and slept a little in the afternoon. I feel slightly better now.
I just realized that tomorrow is day 7 itβs been a while. Thank you God for everything!
Day 89 check in 28/3/2023
Thanks for asking, bro. I fell a week ago, now Iβm back on track. This is day 1 (iβm not going back, i canβt go back)
Holly tomorrow is the day
Letβs do it together and leave this world of slavery
Day 2
March 28th
Went to Physical therapy yesterday man my left side is messed up bad but he said I should have quick recovery. I bought a premium version of this blocker to block β β β β from my phone and now can add up to as many days as I want. I can not lose now cant uninstall the app no inappropriate searches and less time on my phone Time to end this evilness that haunts me
It even blocks the word holy molly