[19 M] njdrna's diary

I have been trying to fight this addiction since the last 3 years. My highest streak was 18 days(that was last year),. Rn I have a streak of 5 days and this time I feel very much hopeful that I will be able to free myself from the shackles of porn. My life is a complete mess rn, i am a extreme level femdom addict , but i am hopeful because at least I am trying to turn it around. I will try to update this journal at night everytime till I hit the 90 days mark.
During these days my days have not been productive, dont know whats the reason for this, i am a student and i doing a degree for which I will have to study hard, lets hope I figure out a way to stay productive soon.
I have been hitting up the gym for the last 2 months though.
Good luck to all the fellow fapstronauts.

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Good luck to you brother and believe me, power will come if you stay consistent. You will break your record soon enough if you truly believe in yourself.
Best wishes :shamrock:

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Day6:
Afternoon:
I’ve just come back from college and the day has passed without any noticeable or worth mentioning urges till now. I will go to the gym in 1 hour. Hope the day ends up being a productive one for my study as well
Night:
So finally I have completed 6 days today. Today I didnt have any urges at all, lets hope it remains this way as there are still 3 hours remaining in the day. But today again i havent been able to study as I wanted to though I will try to study in the remaining hours.
On the good side i felt increased level of energy today and my mind remained clear the whole day.
That’s all I have to say for today
I will write again tomorrow now.

Day7 Done
Dont have something to say, because there was a death in our family today.
I didnt have any urges today though

Relapsed after completing 9 days, starting again

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