[18M] Prothekter_aden's Diary 🗡

[anon64122840]

22-01-2022
One of the worst day’s of my life.
Relapsed 5 times today.

[Sholtro_Tenjerrot]

5 times . Shit.

Start fresh from tomorrow (i.e., after 27 minutes)

[The_integrous_one]

It’s ok bro, get back on track as soon as possible.

[anon64122840]

23-01-2022
Was a pretty good day until the evening.
In the morning I had an extra class and then some test i attempted, the prize money is 3000 if you score more than 90% marks in that test.
Went pretty well for me actually… 85+% is guaranteed.
Anyway, so then i came home and slept lazily for 2 whole hours like a baby. My grandma tried to wake me up for like 30 mins but couldn’t.(Not even god can wake me up if I have the fan on )
My mom just came and turned the fan off… Within seconds, i was up. (Dang, she know me too well)
Then at the evening. (Very very very triggering content ahead)

I met my doom. I relapsed at my own will and didn’t feel anything. Like, just after the semen had left my dick’s tip, it was all swollen sensation and shit. My dick aches a bit… Total of 7 relapses from yesterday. (5yesterday, 2 today…god knows how many tomorrow)

[anon64122840]

24-01-2022
Woke up at 8.30.
My life’s literally kicking me in my balls. And after that’s done, again on my ass.
28th is submission of books and assignments.
2nd Feb are 1st prelims.
15 March onwards boards.

I’m fucked. Literally fucked…
Also, relapsed like 2-3 times.

My main problem is masturbation. It’s like when I have an urge, it’s not to watch porn or hentai but to masturbate. I watch porn because I want to masturbate.
I seriously can’t cope with this shit anymore… It’s maddening, today i just wanted to ejaculate and ejaculate and ejaculate until I fell unconscious but post nut clarity gave me my fucking senses back.
It’s all just too much. I feel like I can’t take it anymore…
But anyway, I still choose to stay on the forum.

[The_integrous_one]

@anon64122840

like 2-3 times.

Bruh wth, are you and sholt having a competition or something , don’t ruin yourself like that bro.
It’s good to have fun but there’s a lot of things to have fun that don’t ruin your mindset unlike ■■■■ and orgasms

[Strong_one]

@anon64122840

It’s like when I have an urge, it’s not to watch ■■■■ or hentai but to masturbate.

Bro , don’t lose yourself now. This is critical time for you. Discipline yourself .
Also you must try to leave ■■■■ because it is the real culprit , not masterbation ,believe me.
All the best.

[anon64122840]

25-01-2022
Was a gooood day.
Didn’t relapse, nor watch ■■■■. But got erect a 1000 times
Anyway, I made a video that may help in nofap too:

Reject Modernity | Reject Degeneracy | Embrace Masculinity

My Laptop was gonna burst while I was making this.

[Sholtro_Tenjerrot]

@anon64122840

erect a 1000 times

That’s what she said.

[WalKir]

Wow bro! It would have taken a lot of time to make,

[anon64122840]

Ye man, in total almost 3-4.5 hrs…

[WalKir]

You made it today or yesterday?

[anon64122840]

Started yesterday and completed today!

[WalKir]

It might be a reason of you not relapsing today

[anon64122840]

Ya even I was thinking the same thing cause it’s one thing I love doing and don’t get bored

[The_integrous_one]

Epic indeed

[anon64122840]

Thank you!!!
Man, feels good getting appreciated for your work!!
Satisfaction x100 ho gaya yaar

[GOVIND-19]

Sexxxyyyy video brooo!!!

#zyzzisgod

[anon64122840]

Thanks mannnnn!!!

@GOVIND-19

#zyzzisgod

Yeeeeeeee brooo ifkr!!
But he became dear to god too early man :((

[GOVIND-19]

RIP GOD✝️

Also could have shown a little more of Peaky blinders Maan​:joy: #Shelbylove