Day 50 Woke up - 6:30 am Workout - 30 mins (body pain) 15 minutes meditation Cold shower Study - 5 hrs School work Reading books
Psycho Cybernetics Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping evening meditation Daily math practice No Daytime Nap Youtube detox Regular conversation with friends
I thought of starting things again from today but laziness got me
Its 7:30 when I am writing this , its raining outside , pleasant atmosphere . I feel fresh and calm , will try to do study till 9pm and then go to bed . I have to be serious as before , time is less and a lot of it has already been wasted . I need to get back to serious schedule again .
I dont have to waste my time tomorrow anyhow
Hey @The_integrous_one which print of bhagwad geeta will be more suitable for me ? Hindi or english . I am confused if the hindi one is written in shhudh hindi and in such words that I wont understand . my hindi is pretty good but I suck at sanskrit words . On the other hand , english print might not get the true feeling of reading it and some words may not have the same feek . I almost decided to get the hindi one but I need to be assured by someone . Please drop your suggestions
I am reading English one.
Srila Prabhupada first wrote it in English only and later on it has been translated to Hindi.
Both will be equally good but I think since we guys are pretty much used to English and even English dictionaries and all so English one is better and it’s original so no issues.
ok then. I’ll go for english . And as you said is truly correct , meaning of english words are easier to be found on dictionaries and I have bunch of those while for hindi , I’ll have to google it
yeah true , even while studying when I come across some difficult words , I dont find the meaning of many of them in google , and what is found seems to be completely inaccurate
Woke up - 6:00 am : Workout - 30 mins
15 minutes meditation Cold shower Study - 5 hrs School work Reading books
------------- Psycho Cybernetics Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping evening meditation Daily math practice : No Daytime Nap Youtube detox Regular conversation with friends
Took harsh steps today , deleted discord and unsubscribed from all yt channels except the education ones . Did pretty well in comparison to yesterday , will slove sum math and then sleep now .
Strong urges just hit me right now , it was all of sudden . I almost searched and watched porn and started to see but stopped right there . I came back to sense again closed , blocked youtube . Mahnn that was terrible , I was going great . I am happy that I didnt watch any thing , else the urge would have become uncontrollable and I would have ended relapsed . I am hearing to motivational songs right now .
Huhhh , this was the first peak , there’s a lot to come . I’ll let my body get silent as I had a adrenaline rush and heartbeat was on peak while I was about to watch . I would have almost gave up . My hand’s shaking right now
My parents are going to watch a movie today , I’ve decided to join them too so I remain distracted . I just fear that I dont get brain fog or nightfall because of this rush .
Woke up - 6:30 am 
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. I almost decided to get the hindi one but I need to be assured by someone . Please drop your suggestions
