Day 2 no-fap lets keep going.
Mind urges: 
Urges:
Mad: 
Happiness: 
Need of energy drink: have I drank it:
Bored: …
I just relapsed again. No porn involved. Just M.O. this time.
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Alright if it’s any s*x interaction with someone it doesn’t count as a fail.
It’s not sex with a woman.
It is me alone. I never get a woman to be with me.
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Oh alright I see then yeah you lost.
Just checking on the recovery challenge. So far we all have managed to go over it 
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Back to zero andy.
I keep coming back to that zero.
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Don’t worry dude you’ll get it it’s all progress that’s why I am in day 6.
Day 0 no-fap journey. I can say today I had a really really bad tiredness and was so sleepy. Took an energy drink to pump me up now with a headache, gonna get that away from my head 
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Mental urges:
Urges:
Happiness:
Mad:
Sick:
Need for energy drink: drinked energy drink:
Bored:
Worried:
Bad events or terrible events: : forgot to change energy drink instead of soda and ended up with a bad headache 
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Still I’m good drinked a lot of water getting those caffeine pump up so when I’m 19 I can drink 1 without a problem…
2 hours away from 2 days
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Keep trying one day we will forget this.
Day 1 no-fap journey problem with family not a good day.
I wanted to try a new energy drink since I never seen it or tried it just one time my mom got in and ended up getting mad I had no choice but to throw it away. Having another addiction is hard and just I know it keeps me being happy and a great person just like yesterday. The moderation has worked great that I have been doing good but my mom had to make it bad for me.
Now I’m depressed, the good thing by it is it makes me have a good time while watching or playing games drinking it and not think about anything else without it my urges and mental will be a disaster. Since the only way I can let it go is with a girlfriend, wife or a child by myside.
Mental urges:
Urges:
Happiness:
Mad:
Sick:
Need for energy drink: drinked energy drink:
Bored:
Worried:
Bad events or terrible events:
I bought a soda instead maybe it will help me relax…
Day 2 I have lost. Today was a extremely bad day I was so mad and depressive when I wasn’t able to drink my energy drink. My mom didn’t want me to drink it and just throwed it in the trash. They helped me get relieved and slowly recover from this addiction I felt good. I was happy when I drank it, but since I couldn’t the urges have won me.
My stepdad told me they are not bad, my
Teacher told me they are not bad he is addicted to sugar not energy drinks. He told me he wished to drink them because sugar is more worse than caffeine.
When I drank it somehow I saw myself losing weight, being happy, awake, competitive, not worried, I even sleeped better. A lot of great things, it even helped me stay positive and for my studies and work. When I’m mad it makes me relax. Today I got so crazy like a maniac and really bad which made me relapse. It was also a drink that would help me stop any addiction even soda.
Until I drank reign. This was the worst it made me so sick when i took it and it was 3 times sick. My mom thought I was going to die now when she sees any or even me drinking it she will turn into a monster and get mad at me and yell at me. Even my dad supports her. It’s my cup of tea for gaming.
It even help have hopes never give up. My life is extremely hard we live in an appartment that costs 1,500 for 1 room and 1 bathroom, my dad is far away, I am unemployed for so long, I am bad in school I really hate how it goes for me my salvation was fapping, now my other salvation is energy drinks. I don’t know what to do next but I’ll keep on drinking it it’s hard I have no girlfriend and my brother who is 14 and already has a girlfriend and I haven’t even kissed a girl. Energy drinks has been my salvation to everything and depression. I can’t let it go.
I may be doing bad but for a good reason. Once I finally get happy I will make a moderation and longer of it or maybe keep on with it and try not to make it a addiction. However for now I will drink it if im extremely tired, exercised too much, or especially I wanted to. Even though this time I will most likely do it in moderation since if my family see’s me again my mom might get me to live with my dad…
Day 0, I have relapsed again today was another terrible day hope these days can recover.
Mental urges:
Urges:
Happiness:
Mad:
Sick:
Need for energy drink: drinked energy drink:
Bored:
Worried: I’m worried about jobs and worried of how today went.
Bad events or terrible events: My mom found me buying an energy drink now she is more stricter and my depression will rise and happiness and hope will go down If I don’t drink one in tough times…
Day 0 I have relapsed I’m trying to recover.
Mental urges:
Urges:
Happiness:
Mad:
Sick:
Need for energy drink: drinked energy drink: I tried the newest monster flavor i don’t know but it sounded like it was for women. No sickness I feel great. Trying to make a recovery now I’ll be able to last longer.
Bored:
Worried:
Bad events or terrible events: nope won a lot of money in uno after trying so hard and got to diamond good day. R6 still has really bad fps waiting to repair my pc and just played cs:1.6 I suck at the game and did amazing. It’s been a great day 
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Day 1 I beat up depression, been feeling down sometimes but to the point I didn’t have bad thoughts. Days beem extremely bad where depression wanted to beat me but I stayed happy. Energy drinks made me relaxed and overcome this monster making me the few lucky people.
Today I also had an amazing day, my brother has a girlfriend and we saw a movie and meet her and her sister we had a great time, and it was an amazing day that I don’t want it to end. Making my depression away.
Mental urges:
Urges:
Happiness:
Mad:
Sick: : My nervious system started to attack me for being too excited.
Bored:
Worried:
Such a great day hope this days never end…
Lost my streak just now. Had 2 days 23 hours.
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You where close keep on fighting you got this 
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Thanks andythepro65.
I am very depressed, angry, sad, and lonely now.
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I have a new job that I have been in for 10 days and I hate it so much.
It is extremely difficult. I want to find new job.
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