Name :- Mradul , currently : 12th std. Date : 20 September 2024
Age - 16 years old And this is my journey to the shadows.
Summary
I’m creating this thread to share my journey to crack the JEE. I know it’s weird because I could write this in my own diary, but I want to learn social skills and reduce my nervousness because I feel I’m not doing well. I want to be physically and mentally strong, so I’ll write my journey here daily. My Titan challenge is also ongoing, and I’m doing quite well in it, but now I’m starting from scratch in my journey to JEE. I need to crack the JEE, and from today, I’m going into hard mode.
I don’t know if I’ll succeed or not—most likely not—but that doesn’t matter to me. If no one cares, then why should I? So, I will just work hard and not think about the results. A huge thanks from my heart to @Sholt_Tenkerrot ,who has helped me a lot to get this far, and it’s because of him that I gained the courage to start this new thread. He has encouraged me in many things, and I can’t find the words to express my gratitude, but yes, thanks to him.
Let’s see how it goes. This journey is not just for 30 or 40 days; I will keep working hard until I achieve my goal or reach my prime. My parents should feel proud of me. I’ll keep working hard and I don’t fap for some reason , and I don’t know why, but something happened a day after that made me completely stop. So this is an advantage for meLe
Distractions are not much of an issue. I don’t always feel interested in things, but sometimes thoughts come to me at 2 or 3 AM, which can be overwhelming. I have a lot more to share, but let’s see how I do. I’m not writing here for attention; I swear. I just want to overcome my hesitation because I only write when I’m frustrated.
Summary
And if I’ve said too much, forgive me. I’m not very good at this, so please ignore it if I’ve written anything wrong.
Nah brother, you have always been resilient and super disciplined . I just wanted you to come forward so that you can be inspiration for others (like you are for me) !
Hey , we all know this , no need to mention it ! You have been shining in the shadows, now it’s time to shine here! ! Journal your thoughts daily.
Hey , nah . Don’t worry you didn’t do anything wrong if you will do everyone will correct you without judgements ! And you will never do anything wrong.
If you are not fapping , you are already a step ahead . Just get hold of your mind
In the upcoming 100 days , I have to stop fapping and control my thoughts at the same time , before jan mains. We can do this together , I have been making terrible mistakes regarding pmo and my mindset is all but a crap . But its only time to strengthen up and not look back .
If you want to make peace with your thoughts , you should better journal daily .
day 1 : sunday 22 september 2024 11:05pm
“I woke up at 4 AM, did some exercise, then went back to sleep. I woke up again at 7:30, did some stretching, then meditated, did a bit of running, took a cold shower, read, and then studied. After that, I worked out for an hour. Overall, the day was hell as always, and I just realized that I literally spent half the day without saying a word”
You are from 2007 so you aren’t technically 16 and I am from 2008 that’s why I am 16 don’t do any maths again for me because I will not understand your blabbering bratt
I am 2 whole months older than you bro and even after starting to go school at 2.5 years age I am still in 11th class, and you also said you had not skipped any class I am jealous that you are in 12th btw good luck for your future .
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! Journal your thoughts daily.
to you for your journey.
say it out loud and clear 
I am 16 too but I am in 11th class like I started my school from the age of 2.5 years and when you started it!??
don’t do any maths again for me because I will not understand your blabbering bratt