Guys I wanna know how did you find out porn, how did you get addicted to it and how much you are trying to get out of this trap!
I first watched porn when I was 7. I had two friends who taught me about those filthy words and about se*( they learnt from some of their big brothers). Obviously children have curiosity, so I was a very attentive student of them . One day I went to one of my friend’s house . He found some porn videos in his father’s computer which he showed me. I felt very strange, it was some soft type p*. I wasn’t looking to it directly. But I felt something inside which was unknown to me. Next my another friend showed me p*. Then one day I searched it on net and it was kept going. But then I didn’t know about Musterbation.
At my age 11 I went to my village home and one of my neighbors( who is a gay now) taught me about Musterbation. I % clearly remember about my first Musterbation. Then p* and Musterbation was going together welly.
At my age 16 I first wanted to stop it for religious reason and I realized there is something problem, I couldn’t quit. I tried many months, but failed. It was harming my every aspect of life, it was ruining my inside, my soul.
The day before Ramadan of this year I woke from bed relapsing 4 times that night. And I told to myself I can’t live like this, I need to change, no matter whatever it takes. From then I started doing Nofap seriously. One day while searching on Google for some information I came to know about this app and it boosted me.
I’m very glad that I could be a part of this community. I won’t give up Now, rather I’ll die trying but won’t give up.
I’m from Bangladesh.
is it in asia?
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Yes. It’s in Asia.
Where are you from? And what’s your age?
im 24
and lives in belgrade currently
whats yiur age now and do you work