Yogi vs PMO 1 [M13]

Hello, I’m yogi, 13, religious, and addicted. I just got in trouble with a girl that i like (Semi-rejected me; didn’t get to ask) and it was about if I said we ‘smashed’. She got some of my friends and people I don’t know to beat me up. Now I’m on the longest streak ever (of PMO). My dad already knows and told me to cite scripture when tempted, but I can’t think of anything. I am also hoping to be able to reach out to anyone who can help with my situation, as my dad could have just been coincidence. I also have this heart stopping feeling that I’m going to hell. I’ve tried a lot of things, but not a diary, so i’ll give it a go.

This is Yogi, on day one, signing out.