So here I start. Me Yash (19M) is struggling from Porn and Masturbation from last 2.5 years. I have lost so much just because of it.
I was used to be the most confident guy in our whole school. I was used to be very well maintained and groomed guy. You all won’t believe but I have Rejected around 25 girls Proposals in my school days .
But because of PMO i have lost my Confidence, my hairs (hair line receded) , my skin glow and this made me a Underconfident and Shy guy .
I want myself back. I want my old Yash back very badly. I want the Yash back who used to be Most Iconic Male for all my school . I want the old Alpha Yash back .
So from today I m going to maintain this Diary and I promise I’ll update this everyday by anyhow. Now PMO is not only the enemy but also the Bad Habits which I gathered just because of it like Procrastination, Worst Sleeping Habits, So much Overthinking, Depression, No Interest in Studies, etc.
I Promise to Myself and all of you Hustlers that I’ll gain My Old Confidence and My hairs back and will MAKE MY EMPIRE .
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Relapsed … I was going good. I broke my highest 20 days streak. The reason was PEEKING . I m restarting my streak and this time I’ll not make any mistake.
Goal :- I have around 170 Days in my exam. So new goal is to reach 170 DAYS MARK
Well done on your highest streak.
Keep going, the more you fight against this addiction, the stronger you get.
Thanks mate… I’ll not gonna make any mistake!!
Bro are u okay
Yeah bro I am okay !! … Things r bit improved but far from best… I am trying hard everyday to get what I want
How’s your life going ?
Glad to hear that.
Im doing good too
Hey knights, I m back on forum !! … Last some months was not good for me. I was trying my best but things was not going in my favor. I m fighting with some mental health issues, Insomnia, etc. and yeah from PMO too (but not making significant progress).
But now I m starting everything from new way and will give my best to reach where I want to be .
So from today 18th May I m restarting my Diary and will try to maintain this for atleast till my exam (60 days apart).
Best Decision. All the best. As you have told that, you was a better person in olden times, then you can definitely go back to those.
Thanks mate . I’ll surely regain my old self