7 Days has passed since i started this journey of not having sex, not doing masturbation, not watching sexual stuff that could make me horny.
Also i am trying to not involve in sexual fantasy.
Things that have changed are :
- Confidence. Yes it has increased, not much but what can one expect from 1st week of celebacy. It is enough that i can walk around in public places comfortably.
- Social Skills : Not much improvement but i can handle now social gathering much more easily, before it was like when i was in social conversations there was a huge cry from inside that GO RUN AWAY YOU ARE LOOKING LIKE A LUNATIC GO AWAY HIDE SOMEWHERE. Hahahaaaa but now there is no voices inside there is a Calmness and i enjoy being in the moment and let it happen without too much nerves.
- Focus & Concentration. It is also not that much but certainly increased from before. Now i can win easily in Mini Militia 2. Also it helps in my studies.Driving the car is super cool now, no nervousness.
- Enjoying Music & Movies much more than before. Its magical when all lyrics and music is crystal clear. Its give me a high.
I will now write after my 14 days. I hope much more joy to come in my dark life.