Oo bro, first of all, keep in mind that you don’t know the future, and it is a fact. Once you firmly believe that, start doing things which you had assumed will turn out negative…
Tell me, do you know when you will die?
Did you know that you would be in this situation 10years ago?
No right? You didn’t know, and here you are, and believe me, you don’t know if you will still be an addict 3months from now!
Only focus on what is right and do it. What the future holds for you is never your concern unless you are not doing anything for it.
And one more thing to add… Don’t ever think that living with parents is a bad thing… Who told you that, sure you need a partner, but that has got nothing to do with you living with parents, there are many people who are in a relationship or married and still live with parents,
I was also very shy and afraid to interact with people, I still do… But I keep trying, because I don’t care what happens or will happen after I interact, because I focus on being active and confident while I interact.
After the conversation is over, you will the confidence boosting for real. You will feel a sense of achievement. And then you will overcome that fear…
Comon mahn don’t think much about this, you are stressing yourself 90% , just by overthinking…
Be with them, make them feel happy, I know this period will be stressful and hard… But while passing away, they will go with a feeling of proud for their son, that he took care of them until the end and they will give prayers to you in those final moments.
And when it is over, believe me, if anyone feels regret after getting prayers from their parent’s final words, there ain’t a bigger fool in this world.
You will feel at that time, that you did the right thing to stay their side patiently and you will move on with a peace of mind…
BEST OF LUCK