Good day to everyone.
I decided to start this journal to be accountable to myself and others.
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This account was deleted and then restored, so everything was deleted. But nothing significant happened since my last visit — I’m still clean.
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Just had wet dream. Honestly I feel myself very bad when I had them and relapse mostly on this days (my last relapses were long time ago so maybe my reptile brain forgot about this)
But I want to reset this streak, because release is release, even if it was only in dream…
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Don’t reset.
Nightfall is involuntary. You didn’t do that intentionally so it’s not a reset or relapse.
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Yes, you’re true.
I will make separate streaks for different purposes, so my main streak won’t be resetted.
But I honestly think that nightfalls aren’t good sign.
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Yeah in the beginning they are mostly triggered by sexual thoughts by in longer run they occur even without any trigger or dream.
I’ve had experiences where I had no idea I had a nightfall until I woke up next morning 
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