If you can see my activities you will get to know who I was in past.
I was porn-free a few years but now looks like I needed some journaling again…
I am slipping to P again…
I have done my best in my past…I will do well again
its been 10 hours since I M to P. Lets Make it full-fledged 30 days without M or P
In a few hours I will complete my 2 days…If anyone interested what tricks I am using to hold myself with first attempt after so many years then just ask
Today completed 4 days & 20 hours…without even picking or edging for a minute,.,
here’s my secret…I will now explain in short if you want brief details then start asking questions
the answer is “Love”
Yes In the past I fell in love with a girl but that time too I watched porn masturbated…but I start stalking her on social media…trying my best to attract her attention towards me… My love converted into a deep obsession the obsession you can imagine…day & night she is just on my mind…I attended no functions no death rituals nothing…she was on my mind all night & day
one day I got to know she has bf & all hail shattered…I started reading about seduction & start applying techniques to have her but as I was new that fell flat & she blocked me on IG…I begged her to unblock me beg to her like a pussy loser shithole person…all my dignity all my pride went into the gutter
I started reading about female psychology that lead me to the red pill that lead me to masculinity…
When I discovered about masculinity I felt my self strong like a superman who can do anything that he wants…that masculinity helped me fight porn & every urge I had
You guys won’t even imagine how bad dirty fetish porn I was addicted to…I didn’t even arouse on normal or extreme porn…my fetish was very absurd very extremist…yeah then only masculinity help me in past & now in the present same masculinity helping fight against porn
From pussy girl to real man I am achieving every dream I had…porn is nothing in front of me…due to the last few weeks I again fall into this trap & m 4 times only…but here I am again just to discipline myself again with same real masculinity which is making me 1% of 1% real man from all simps