4.1 The Little Monster
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The actual chemical withdrawal from ๐๐๐๐ is so subtle that most users have lived and died without realising theyโre drug addicts. Many users have a fear of drugs, yet thatโs exactly what they are, drug addicts. Fortunately itโs an easy drug to kick, but you first need to accept that you are, in fact, addicted. Withdrawal from ๐๐๐๐ doesnโt cause any physical pain and is merely an empty, restless feeling of something missing, which is why many believe itโs something to do with sexual desire. Prolonged, this feeling becomes nervousness, insecurity, agitation, low confidence and irritability. Itโs like hunger, for a poison.
Within seconds of engaging in a session, dopamine is supplied and the craving ends, resulting in a feeling of fulfillment as you whiz down the water slide. In the early days, withdrawal pangs and their subsequent relief are so slight weโre unaware of them. When we become regular users, we believe itโs because weโve come to enjoy them or gotten into the โhabitโ. The truth being that weโre already hooked but donโt realise it. The little monster is already in our brains, so every once and a while we take trips down the water slide to feed it.
All users begin seeking ๐๐๐๐ for irrational reasons. The only reason anybody continues using ๐๐๐๐, whether theyโre a casual or heavy user, is to feed that little monster. The whole conundrum is a series of cruel and confusing punishments, but perhaps the most pathetic aspect is the sense of enjoyment a user gets from a session, trying to get back to the sense of peace, tranquility and confidence their body had before becoming hooked in the first place.