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Check in 3rd June. 24 days.

Watching this group rise in activity is a very good sign. It means we get to connect with you people more. Keep it up.

Still going strong. Avoiding triggers blessed me with my second longest streak in this three years of journey today. This is both sad and energizing at the same time. Sadness is that only 24 days is my second best and energizing is that I’m not having urges but feel attracted to women as persons. I’m having normal conversations with women without any distorted thoughts. My brain has started rewiring most probably.

Keep it up people. These challenges motivate us to compete with you people so that we get to be more successful in our journey!

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Check in 4th june. 25 days.

Evrything going normal. Failed a job exam today. Not feeling much better. I shouldve done better.

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It’s okay brother. Learn from your mistakes and give your best in your next attempt.

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Day 8 :heavy_check_mark:

I’m breathing normally, but I feel like my head is underwater. It’s a suffocating feeling, as if something invisible is pressing me down. Even though I can breathe, it feels like there isn’t enough air. Everything around me sounds distant and muffled, like I’m isolated in a bubble of sadness.

It’s hard to explain, but it’s like there’s a barrier between me and the rest of the world. The colors are duller, the sounds are more distant, and people seem more unreachable. I feel lost, swimming against a current that insists on pulling me under.

This feeling makes me question many things: am I really present in what I do? Am I getting lost in my worries and anxieties? I feel a desperate need to break through this barrier, to emerge to the surface and breathe deeply, to feel the fresh air and clarity that I so lack right now.

Maybe this sadness is a sign that I need to slow down, that I need to take better care of myself. Somehow I need to find a way to reconnect, to bring some light to this darkness that seems to envelop me.

Day 03/06/2024

ALL DAY :fire::saluting_face:

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Day 9 :heavy_check_mark:

Well, I ended my relationship. I won’t say much about it, but I’m really sad. I know I love her, but I need to improve. I hope one day I can see her again.

Day 04/06/2024

ALL DAY :fire::saluting_face:

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Day 10 :heavy_check_mark:

I don’t know how my life became so gray, as if everything I love had become distant. I have been spending part of my time sleeping, as a way to escape reality. Oh, tragic phase of life that affects me! God help me.

Day 05/06/2024

ALL DAY :fire::saluting_face:

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7th june, check in. Day 28.

Passed the first phase of a two-phase job exm. Confidence came back a little. No exms nearby. I’ll take a break from all the pressures I felt because of studying amidst hectic job pressure, resigning from the toxic job and yhen failing other kob exms. Need to recharge the energy. Everything going well but i think im procrastinating a bit higher than before.

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Congratulations brother and All the best for next phase examination. Hope you will clear it.

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Day 11 :heavy_check_mark:

I’m going to see my family on Saturday. I hope everything goes well there. I’m going to relax, take a deep breath and try to give my life a direction. Maybe I’ll live alone; That’s what I’m thinking at the moment.

Day 06/06/2024

ALL DAY :fire::saluting_face:

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Day 12 :heavy_check_mark:

Tomorrow I’m traveling to my city. This morning it was very bad, but it got better in the evening. My mood improved, I became happier. Let’s see what happens. I have hope that everything will be fine.

DAY 07/06/2024

ALL DAY :fire::saluting_face:

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Day 13 :heavy_check_mark:

I arrived in my hometown. The journey was tiring, but I ate nothing during the journey; I only ate one meal during the day. I don’t feel like eating and I’m starting to feel a certain physical weakness. I was with my brothers. They hugged me and it felt really good.

DAY 08/06/2024

ALL DAY :fire::saluting_face:

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Hello I am new here and I’d like to join be ready cause I’ll never relapse.

Day 0.

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Welcome

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Day 01.

I relapsed yesterday. I was angry for a personal reason and eventually faced a trigger. I have done a mistake i shouldnt have. I forgive myself. Its a journey where mistakes will happen.

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Day 1 life is ok just busy.

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Thank you it’s time to keep on fighting :muscle:

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Yeah All the best brother

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Same bro we got this :+1:.

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Day 2 a new day starts eventually had some thoughts of wanting to fap without P but I’d rather keep on the hard mode till I find someone.

Currently doing hard mode.

Im the future I’ll only do No-p

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2 days clean and I feel fresh. The power inside me is awakening. Here’s how it looks like:

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