This shame is too much

I curse the day I set my eyes on porn. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, maybe I can make better decisions and my life will be much better. I have reached a point in my life where I can no longer control myself, whatever comes in my mind that’s what I do without reasoning.
But in all this I know there is a saviour who can turn the hands of time and make me a new creatioin indeed. He will wipe away all this shame for His names sakes because I believe He can. I know only Jesus can save me.

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U should not have this mindset, I know its too hard because I am there with you, and most of people here are facing the same problem, its not your fault you reached out to porn when you were younger, dont punish yourself for what you couldnt control. Now its 1 objective just stop this habbit, dont overwhelm yourself with unneccesary thoughts and just focus on stopping, its never easy to quit after years of addiction, we are all here for you, make a plan and follow it 100%, best of luck

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The rules are simple:

  1. NO PORN
  2. NO PORN SUBSTITUTES
  3. NO SEXUAL FANTASY
    Follow these and you will be amazed at the amount of progress you will make. Recovery is never linear. There is no “addicted life” VS “awesome life” distinction in real life because you will have a fair share of good days as well as bad days but how you will recover from your bad days will be the LEGACY you leave behind.
    RISE AND SHINE.
    YOU ARE AWESOME