It has been 40 days since I’ve masturbated or seen anything arousing. In other words, 40 days of purity and commitment to NoFap without even touching myself or searching for erotic/pornographic content on the internet. More and more, I have sensations in my brain like something is improving, setting up or just repairing. It is wonderful but strange feeling. Also, the feeling of anxiety is vanishing every time I survive insane, hot burning and desireable urges. Sometimes, I can see flashing little dots around my eyesight, just as I’ve experienced recent accident and my entire organism and its system are loading again. My face is so much prettier, my eyes are more pure and shining, my body feels more comfortable and so on and so forth. Shocking results. Like all this has been waiting for me for my whole life. I am still fighting and my programmed mind still stops to think about pornstars and all those nasty things I’ve been watching in the last 10 years, but I am seriously having strong will and have been hardly dedicated recently that I doubt I will ever masturbate again. Especially seeing this results. It is hard to mantain the streak but you just have to keep pushing the wheel and it’ll be alright. Just imagine all the possibilities! One word : i n c r e d i b l e !!!
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Congrats. I have 36 days before I can get to where you are. If rewiring is as good as you say it is, then that just makes it all more worth it.
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It’s worth it trust me
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