Its a bit long one. But worth reading.
Conversation with Brain
Me to my brain: I’m gonna fap tomorrow, not today.
Brain: Aight.
next day
Me to my brain: I’m gonna fap tomorrow, not today.
Brain: But yesterday… Aight!
next day
Me to my brain: I’m gonna fap tomorrow, not today.
Brain: Huh? Are you playing with me? Do it today!
Me to brain: Today is a beautiful day and it would be foolish to spend that time alone in my room jerking off to ■■■■.
Brain: But, but…
Me to my brain: Nope.
Brain: Aight, master. Tomorrow!
another day
Brain: Time to fap!
Me to brain: Woah, wait a minute, buddy! I haven’t even gotten out of bed.
Brain: Let’s do it!
Me to my brain: What?
Brain: Let’s watch some ■■■■ and jerk off like crazy.
Me to my brain: I’m gonna fap tomorrow, not today.
Brain: No Waaaaaay! You’ve been saying that since the first day! I want that high. If I don’t get it, you’ll die!
Me to my brain: Nobody dies from not watching ■■■■ and masturbating.
Brain: I don’t think so…
Me to my brain: Yes, nobody!
Brain: Anyway, let’s watch ■■■■, bro.
Me to my brain: I’m gonna fap tomorrow, not today.
Brain: sigh Alright!
Few Days Later
Brain is quiet.
Finally, felt some relief from him. Today I can focus on my work without getting distracted by my brain and phone. Little did I know that my poor brain has hit flatline. I felt sorry for him and thought of watching ■■■■ and jerking off. I just wanted to see if he still gets aroused. The moment I was about to open up ■■■■■■■, I heard a voice saying, “You’ve gone through the pain of addiction once, you don’t have to go through it again.” I agreed to that voice and switched off my phone. The sun was shining and the birds were singing, I went out and felt something out of this world. For the first time in my life, I felt that I AM FREE! Free from my own mind. It was beautiful.
And I think my brain is rewiring as I’m not watching ■■■■ anymore. This flatline stage is probably my brain resetting itself. I’m happy that I’ll get a new brain free from ■■■■ addiction.
1 week later
Me: Wow! I feel so energized! It’s like I’m reborn.
Brain: Yeah, you deserve it.
Me: Right.
Brain: Hey, you haven’t watched ■■■■ for a long time now. It’s good. But I’m curious what new videos are up on ■■■■■■■. Let’s check. But don’t jerk off, ok?
Me: Really? Should I go there?
Brain: Yes, you deserve it.
Me: No man, I’m not going there. That’s the main thing I’m trying to quit.
Brain: I’m just telling you to check…
Me: Nope! I’ll do it tomorrow.
Brain: Ah shit, here we go again.
Me: Deal with it, 'cause I’m never gonna give you ■■■■ ever again.
Brain: This guy is dead serious about quitting ■■■■.
Me: Oh yes, yes, I do.
Brain: Ok, I’ll make you do it tomorrow.
Me : Lol what?
Brain: See ya tomorrow. Let’s go out and play some games.
Me: Let’s do it!
Day 90
I kept procrastinating ■■■■ and masturbation to tomorrow and that tomorrow never came. I now look myself into the mirror with love and self-esteem.
Finally, I have overcome my ■■■■ addiction. My relationships and friendships are way better than they were three months ago. I feel confident and I feel like a new man. Life is beautiful.
But don’t be too satisfied, even though my brain is accustomed to my new life, it can still get addicted if you give it a chance. So, be careful there.
With that being said, I’m gonna keep staying away from ■■■■ and masturbation forever.
Peace 