January 2, 2021 10:16pm
Today marks 2 days and 19 hours of starting NF. Had massive urges the past few days but its starting to tone down. I think i’m starting to develop withdrawal like symptoms. my head feels weird and my heart rate is wonky. i also feel a small sense of anxiety. i looked it up and apparently its normal to have withdrawal symptoms from abstaining. I heard that after 5-7 days, urges would start to flatline and im hoping i could reach that milestone.
reading social media today seems like a bad idea since some of my mutual friends share raunchy stuff there that almost made me relapse but luckily i clicked back to myself before disaster struck. I plan to mute some of my mutuals so i wont accidentally stumble into troublesome content.
today was somewhat productive. I was able to draw digital art and i was able to draw a fanart of one of the characters in a game that i play.
I’m still feeling some urges but i suppose i would be able to get through it. This marks my first NF Diary Entry!