The sad reason why I am addicted


I am 24 y olds and my problem is much more than PMO addiction.

I am actually considered handsome and I am(or was) very socially person, never had difficulty to get girls. BUT my penis its not that big, I meany it is small to medium size.

So I getting too much anxious when time to have sex, because I know girls love to talk about sizes making jokes about that (I have friends doing this)

So, I sincerely got addicted with PMO to escape myself from my anxious. I can “f***” girls with a huge penis, doing the best job ever.

But now, I am isolating myself each more and more, kind of getting depression with it actually.

And the worst part is: I
will never be comfortable having sex. Never.
Its killing me.