The Rising One Bucket List ( Unofficial Diary )

Journal
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Except Discipline , I am good. But have hope that things can come back on track.

Thanks for asking. How about you ?

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22

Iam fine bro

abracadabra

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23

Day 3

Yesterday only 1 hr. Shit day tbh

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24

Is everything alright? Because you were very productive in past month

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25

Yeah. I lost that driveā€¦

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26

what happen bro u can share in dm also if you want to

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27

I really donā€™t know tbh. I thought a lot about it. I assume this is my problem. I know its silly. Hope you wont judge me based on that

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28

If your motivation is that to go ahead of someone than that is not motivation brother it is that you are very self centred that you think that others are inferior and me is superior even though u donā€™t show that but in back of your mind it is
Donā€™t bother too much man Your attachment towards her is making you sick move on bro there is greater things a head instead of this
If you are not able to start again start small do small things everyday.

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29

I admit the fact that I am self centered but I donā€™t consider myself superior than others. In fact its opposite.

Its easier said than done. But I like your support. Thanks :v:

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30

Yesterday 1 hr , Today 8hr 30 minutes of study

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31

I am planning to update my deadlines too here. Too much these days and I forget about that frequently

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32

Deadlines these days

ASAP - NN solution Proposal
11 September - Familiarization of ARM LPC1768
11 September - Interfacing DHT11 Temperature Humidity Sensor
11 September - ARIES: Interfacing I2C LCD
11 September - ARIES: Interfacing Stepper Motor
11 September - ARIES: Interfacing HC-05 Bluetooth Module
11 September ARIES: Interfacing One Channel Relay
11 September - ARIES: Interfacing RTC
11 September - Python Familiarization
11 September - Implementing Gradient Descent Algorithm
11 September - House Type prediction
:white_check_mark: 12 September - Problems on Adders
13 September - Static CMOS Inverter
16 September - NN Termwork Reveiw 2
30 September - Combinational Logic Gates
2 October - Exp 7
11 October - MP neuron
11 October - house price prediction 2
11 October - house type prediction3
15 october - BP algorithm
15 October - Gradient Descent Algorithm
16 October - Lab cycle 5
30 October - Device physics assignment
21 October - Problem Set 2
25 October - Mini project report
25 October - Mini Project Jupyter Notebook
28 October - Exp 8
29 October - Lab report
29 October - Exp 9
1 November - Internal Test 2 Solutions
5 November - RISC V Assignment
25 November - Layout of 3 input combinational logic gate

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33

Self Reflection - I need to go to library from now on

Study there till 10.30 pm and come home and sleep without thinking

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34

I admit , I am a total piece of shit these days.

Now why I am I writing this , otherwise this topic will get closed and this also becomes one among many failure I had in my life. I dont want that to happen.

I thought Race challenge will bring some change but I am afraid it will not be.

I dont wanna sound pessimistic. I am trying to find a solution to this.

I notice whenever I accept like this , it generally help me to come back on track.

hello

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35

But I do notice one thing. Its better I be a night owl. I always try to be an early bird . Its not working for me.

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36

Shits getting worser and worser . I dont know . I need to come up with a solution

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37

Dont give up bro, it so much worth it, even if its hard as fck, living in regret is way worse

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38

First of all , Thanks for showing up.

The thing is I dont find any meaning in doing my activity , to be exact - Studies. Fyi , I am a PG student but I dont find any reason studying. Idk why

I am scared of deadlines piling up day by day , but that thought never push me to work. Failure is normal thing for me these days.

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39

Writing it so that this post dont die.

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40

Ok Iā€™ll start from 5 pm

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