Believe you me its a rollercoaster ride! Everyone’s chemical balance is different, based on age, diet, pmo frequency, brain state and a host of other factors, so yeah you will feel different than others do.
I have gone 70 days the first time abstaining from PMO, this was 3 or 4 years ago, the super powers were real. I was also trying vegetarianism, meditation, cold showers, approaching things that i was once fearful of and just overall stepping into uncharted territory! It felt as if i was on top of the world.
Day 71 came the relapse and a downward spiral after that for at least year and a half.
I picked myself back up a few times in between but the results always felt different. It may have been the combo of all of what i was doing during that streak. Who’s to say.
But i will say this, eveing if you are a person who does not have this addiction, life can feel pretty shitty! That part of life is just that “a part of life” its what you do with it that makes the difference.
I am currently on day 15 after a 41 day streak(my 3rd 30+ streak in 1 1/2 years) something I’ve learned during a moment I found myself talking bad about my situation was that i was programming my mind to latch onto the negative of the situation which turned out to be very self defeating and if i had continued i may have given up at that moment. But something snapped in me and realized i had to change my paradigm(thinking) at that very moment which caused me to get up off my behind and change how i felt and what i would do about it.
TL:DR: You must play the cards you’ve been dealt and make them work for you, each player is always given a different set of cards to play.