@Nerbo @kazim.09
Thank you guys for talking to me yesterday. When I let those things out I felt more free than before.
I’m improving in my mental and emotional state slowly and yesterday’s conversation helped that a lot.
So thank you again.
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I’m very relieved to hear that i helped you. Vent out bro don’t bury it deep down. You’ll deteriorate your health more. The best advice i can give is forget whats past, Focus on your present and future. I’m sure you know all of this better than me.
Welcome bro 
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Daily check in 
Study: 4 hours
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Daily check in
Reading - 1 hour
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26th May
Day 04
01 hr
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Day 05
01 hour +15 min
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FINAL UPDATE = 7 HOURS 
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READING CHALLENGE: DAY 6
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@HappyAbi @DarkDLeo Only Two days left. I guess you guys must be careful. If @HappyAbi cannot proceed ahead of 4 hours, @DarkDLeo you might have to do additional 6 hours. So make sure you both reach your targets.
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TEAM SHIKA-NEJI CHECK IN: DAY 6
UPDATE TILL NOW - 2 Hours
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UPDATE TILL NOW - 3.5 Hours
FINALLY TEAM SHIKA-NEJI QUALIFIES
Team Uchiha
Day 6
Reading 0 hour
But tomorrow I try read 2 hours.
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Check in . I will update study hours from Monday
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@Nep_12 Read this poem, if you have not read it already. It is by Pablo Neruda, a Chilean poet.
TONIGHT I CAN WRITE THE SADDEST LINES
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write, for example, ‘The night is starry and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.’
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is starry and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that’s certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
Another’s. She will be another’s. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that’s certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.
-Translation by W. S. Merwin
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I don’t want to be sad bro. Just saying.
Next time please don’t tag me for this. Apologies if I have been rude.
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Sorry Brother. I just read the poem and thought of you, the ending sort of felt like you were speaking through it. Sorry, if I hurt you. I didn’t mean to do it.
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UPDATE TILL NOW - 4 Hours
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I’m not the kind of a person who listens to sad songs of breakup to feel even worse.
I have a mission, we all have it on this forum.
She’s gone and I’m coming to accept it.
I did what I had to do, I had a role in her life and I have fulfilled it very well.
And she didn’t make me suffer. She didn’t have a choice.
The dude she was getting married to straightaway told her dad about me and her. She protested against her family. And took a lot of beatings. She told them that I was with her in her worst moments (she had cancer) and that’s why she loves me. Her dad is an egoistic asshole who couldn’t digest that he wasn’t there for her and I was. I mean he rushed her to the hospital and got her treatment and all, but wasn’t there emotionally. He thinks her stepmother takes care of her, which is a lie. Her stepmom hates her. She asked him to talk to me, and he flat out refused. She told me that besides her dad I’m the only person whom she can trust with her life. But you tell me how can she choose between the two of us? It hurt her too.
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Yeah, you are right. I am sincerely sorry. Maybe I just got washed away with that poem and was thinking too much of you while reading it. Sorry Brother. Will not happen again.
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I understand brother. I completely get it. Sorry, to have brought back those memories. I don’t know why I did it. It was just a bad decision to share it anyway.
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