Reporting day 14
One affirmation - I am getting better at stopping a mental relapse.
I am thankful for - a Strong will.
Progress - clean day
Urges 0 / Practice 3
Heroās Day Streak: 99
Affirmation: Life is good!
Another productive and clean day!
Number of thoughts: 3
Number of urges: 1
Number of practices: 2
Streak = 25 (+25)
Affirmation: Har kisi ka din aata hai. Mera bhi ayega.
I am thankful for: Godās Mercy
Progress: Free And Clean Day 
Urges Defeated, Practices Completed: 4, 10
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Affirmation: Where there is a will, there is a way. If there is no way, I will find one. If there truly is no way, then I will MAKE one!
Gratitude: at long lastā¦I have done it. I have altered my environment to be almost completely porn free. Cost a bit of money, and I spent a whole weekend, but now at last, my PS4, my Laptop Computer and my phone are locked down like Fort Knox! Go on and put a search result in, either it gets immediately blocked or I only see text and no pictures with my phone. I canāt believe I did it! Thank God Almighty, one less issue to worry about. Now for training to battle the urges a-coming
Urges: lost to them all. Been binge relapsing since my fall on wednesday, while rampaging through all my devices to rig them to be porn free. Imma tell yall one thing: when I have kidsā¦It is gonna be one hell of a mission to get to porn for them.
Progress: a whole weekend spent on Porn blockers, narrowing to singular search engines, changing and forgetting passwords, and buying and downloading certain products. And now to work on Monk Mode and limit the use of my phine and technology only to certain times and business tasks. Limit my time on here to MWF. A lot of rebuilding to do, and now I am ready for the Heroās 90 Day Journey! Just gotta decide to hold off on my adult education books or throw them away. Thereās some good info in emā¦meh, Iāll keep em. I am not THAT addicted. I canāt believe I did it.
Notes: Change your attitude. Then your environment. Then your mindset. Then your life. Hell yes!
Heroās Day Streak: 100
Affirmation: Life is good!
Another productive and clean day!
Number of thoughts: 1
Number of urges: 1
Number of practices: 2
Current Streak: 1
Highest Streak: 72
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Country: Australia
Sharing Code:n6q2ok
I have read and understand the rules that I need to uphold during my journey. My biggest reasons behind my new life of porn abstinence are:
-Develop a love of life and myself
-Accept my body
-Create a healthily sexual lifestyle
-Work harder at my studies and job
-Find someone to share my life with
-Use my masculine energy to create life, not hide from it
-Lead by example for others in my psychology future career
-Release other traumas associated with my porn addiction
Day 0.
Gratitude: A brand new day, where I have upgraded my environment, as I mentioned yesterday.
Affirmation: (once again)
-They said I changed. Maybe its because they didnāt change; maybe they were ASHAMED they didnāt change. Yeah, Iāve changed, like anyone with ambition would remain the same.
------Fearless Motivation
Urges: So farā¦about 4. Of course these seem pretty moot when I dont have porn to go to. Always happens during meditations. Let it flow off like water.
Progress: really cleaned myself up today. Got a good workout in, did some great meditations, spent like 2 hours on personal hygiene with some cold showers (Apparently NoFap makes you more self respecting and more concerned about tour health and hygiene). Bout to go to work and kill it. Come back and destroy this quiz I have to finish tonight, and this other workout. Need to work on my detachment from phones and technology. Maybe focus on using the tech for background stuff and business. Nonetheless, so far so good. Killing it!
Notes: Eliminate the temptations and change the mindset.
I AM NoFap. I AM success. I AM a magnet to my goals and dreams and love and money and freedom. Gonna be one HELL of a cleaaaaaan streak!
Streak = 26 (+26)
Affirmation: Har kisi ka din aata hai. Mera bhi ayega.
I am thankful for: Godās Mercy
Progress: Free And Clean Day
Urges Defeated, Practices Completed: 4, 2
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Heroās Day Streak: 101
Affirmation: Refuse to accept no less than my best!
Another productive and clean day!
Number of thoughts: 1
Number of urges: 1
Number of practices: 2
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Streak = 27 (+27)
Affirmation: Har kisi ka din aata hai. Mera bhi ayega.
I am thankful for: Godās Mercy
Progress: Free And Clean Day
Urges Defeated, Practices Completed: 5, 2
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Reporting day 17
One affirmation - I am am fit and my health is better than ever.
I am thankful for - Exercising daily and staying away from triggers
Progress - clean day
Urges 0 / Practice 3
Heroās Day Streak: 102
Affirmation: Keep picking away at success day by day!
Another productive and clean day!
Number of thoughts: 0
Number of urges: 1
Number of practices: 2
@Forerunner @Adioz
Here, I am reporting some acts which are slips according to my plan.
First, I ogled at a girl using a galilean telescope two days ago. Second, today I searched and saw some trigerring things on whatsapp gifs. I closed it soon. I overcame many urges today.
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Day 2 of the Heroās Journey
Gratitude: for the meditations I have and use
Affirmation: I AM!
Urges: so far, about 5 since the last post. Usually just let them pass, but this morning, It got shoved out the window during the height of one of my meditations. Testosterone really can drive it out.
Progress: so far, an awesome meditation and about to do a good workout.
Notes: so far, not a single peek or slip. Not that I really could with a few exceptions. So far so good. Still hitting many lows and depression spikes, as the dopamine high is going away. Aint nothing new to me. Been there, done that.
Streak = 28 (+28)
Affirmation: Har kisi ka din aata hai. Mera bhi ayega.
I am thankful for: Godās Mercy
Progress: Slip detected; Safe 
Urges Defeated, Practices Completed: 16, 2
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Day 4 of this EPIC journey!
Gratitude: for new beginnings and making it through this week. One more obstacle.
Affirmation: keep climbing the mountain
Urges: I think this new streak is working well. Some urges here and there, but its whatever.
Progress: 4 days so far. Been REAAAAAALLY angry and salty over stuff. One of my Porn blockers wasnāt working after an update, and I lost all the data. Modified it and messed up, got locked out of the internet. Damn near threw my laptop out the window. Took a day or two, but support helped me and I found a way into my email. Loops and hoops and detours. Like an RPG, in a way. Irritable, volatile, impulsiveā¦yep, this is the down spike. Still, no peeks, no relapsing, no slip ups. Just a lot of rsge and anger, and a lot of work to do.
Yep, Iām gonā be alright. And in 7 months, I will have one HELL of a clean streak. Just gotta work on using the tech less.
Notes: Hulk mad. Hulk smash. That is all.
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Current Streak: 2 days
Highest Streak: 4 days
Age: 22
Gender: M
Country: India
Sharing Code: 9jvyyh
Day 7 of the Heroās Journey
Affirmation: The greatest gift you haveā¦is your time.
Gratitude: Grateful for having time to fix my problems.
Urges: well, I have had quite a few over the weekend, but the way it set in was different. Not all of it was just a desire to PMO; I have been having mood swings like crazy. Bitterness, anger, all of it. My brain REEEEEEAAAAAALLY didnāt like the lack of an ability to get to porn. And since I really had no real stimulation aside from a fee things on the internet like thumbnails on YouTube here and there, Withdrawals are driving me crazy.
Progress: not a peek. Not a single peek. I couldnāt if I wanted to. I forgot the passcodes for my devices. I forgot how to reinstall the searchbars. I blocked certain words. At this point, I might as well go check myself into a detox facility. My mood swings were never this bad when I started a year ago. Wow!
Notes: keep it moving. You will survive.
Day 9 of the journey
Affirmation: who would have thought that with all the ways to connect, all the pleasure at our hands, that we would end up being the loneliest generation.
Gratitude: for having my sanity.
Urges: even though I am not in full quarantine, as of 10 minutes agoā¦I have some serious restrictions, and only allowed to leave off post for emergency purposes. And I ALREADY am feeling it. No going back though, with all the blockers and stuff. I can only think of one, maybe 2 ways to get to it, and it is a MISSION!
Progress: I aint relapsed yet, soā¦Good so far
Notes: dont let the demons take you. Quarantine cannot be the end for us. Donāt let the demons come back and take you to the hell that is addiction. It wonāt last forever. Happier days will come. I have had some bad days on my 7 month streak before I relapsed. But there were good days, too. Do not let yourself suffer in isolation. Porn is not your friend. These sites and premium memberships are not comforting you; they are taking advantage of you. Sex work doesnāt live or care about you. Not if you are hurt by rejection, loneliness, depression, hopelessness. It just gives you a temporary feeling and theows you away, objectifies you.
Donāt let the demons take you backā¦
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