Chapter 18
Will I miss the fun?
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No! Once the little ๐๐๐๐ monster is dead, after your body stops craving dopamine, and the ๐๐๐๐ water slides in your brain rapidly begin to fade due to lack of โgreasingโ, any remaining brainwashing will vanish. Not only will you find yourself both physically and mentally better equipped to handle the stresses and strains of life, but youโll enjoy the good times to the fullest.
Thereโs only one danger, that being the influence of those who still use sex as their crutch and pleasure. โThe other manโs grass is always greenerโ is commonplace in many aspects of our lives and easily understandable. Why in the case of ๐๐๐๐ โ with disadvantages so enormous when compared to the illusionary โadvantagesโ โ does the ex-user tend to envy those demanding sex and pornography as a crutch?
With all of the brainwashing from childhood, itโs quite understandable that weโve fallen into the trap. Why is it then โ after realising what a mugโs game ๐๐๐๐ is, and managing to kick the habit โ that we walk straight back into the same trap? Itโs the influence of the societal brainwashing conflating ๐๐๐๐ with sex, presented as normal. The ex-user has a pang! The insecure void feelings of them being single (which isnโt a crime anyway) causes feelings of anxiety, and drives them to ride the water slide. This is indeed a curious anomaly, particularly if this observation is considered: not only is every non-user in the world happy to be so, but every user in the world even with their warped, addicted, brainwashed mind suffering the delusion of enjoyment or relaxation, wishes theyโd never become hooked in the first place. So, why do some ex-users envy?
- โJust one peek.โ Remember, it doesnโt exist. Stop seeing the isolated occasion and start looking at it from the point of view of the ๐๐๐๐ user. You might be envying them, but they donโt approve of themselves, and they envy you. If only you could somehow clinically watch another user, as they can be the most powerful boost of all to help you out of it. Notice how quickly they open many tabs and browser windows? Fast forwarding to the important sections, quickly getting bored of clips and running through the gamut of genres producing novelty, shock, anxiety, etc. Notice particularly that the act appears to be automatic. Remember โ they arenโt enjoying it, itโs that they canโt enjoy themselves without it. The next morning, waking up with a weakened will, lost energy and bleary eyes, theyโll have to continue choking themselves at the first appearance of stress and strain. Theyโre facing a lifetime of filth, poor mental health and stained confidence โ a lifetime of destroying themselves with black shadows at the back of their mind. To achieve what purpose? The illusion youโre getting what you โdeserveโ and damned pleasure?
- The second reason some ex-users have pangs is because the ๐๐๐๐ user is doing something - such as self-pleasuring - and the non-user isnโt, so they tend to feel deprived. Get it clear in your mind, itโs not the non-user who is being deprived, but the poor addict who is being deprived of:
- Health
- Energy
- Confidence
- Peace of mind
- Courage
- Tranquillity
- Freedom
- Self-respect
Get out of the habit of envying ๐๐๐๐ users and start seeing them as the miserable, pathetic creatures they really are. I know, I was once one of the worst. Thatโs why youโre reading this book and not the ones who canโt face up to it and continue to kid themselves.
You wouldnโt envy a heroin addict, and like all drug addiction, yours wonโt get any better. Each year itโll get exponentially worse โ if you donโt enjoy being a user today, youโll enjoy it even less tomorrow. Donโt envy other users, pity them. Believe me: They need your pity!