[risinglion123] The Diary of a common man

Diary
21

I am Writing this in Hindi

जब इंसान गुस्से मैं होता है तब उसकी बुद्धि भ्रष्ट हो जाती हैं |

I think technically you are angry because you lost yor PMO streak. You are giving haters what they want. You had 1000 days P streak and you lost it because of frustration in you.

1 Like
22

So some of my reasons are as follows

  1. My class is really competitive. Everyone is exceptional in something either in academics , or sports or some technical events. So counting days ( No fap Day 1 ( Yay Prisoner Badge ) and Day 2 ( Yay migrant badge ) and will relapse at Swordsmen or Gentlemen badge. While many people are getting 100 + badges for various events here’s me who get 100+ prisoner badge for 100+ relapse. Thinking of this , my mind manipulates me as a failure and relapse out of frustration.

  2. Many people are successful here because they have a strong " Why " associated with it. For some people it will be women. Tbh I am not at all interested in women. Except my mom , I hate literally every women due to my past experiences associated with it. For some its confidence , The only time I get confidence from No Fap is when I am at high streak. So again my mind takes advantage of this situation.

  3. I am bit impulsive and emotional person of some sort who gets sad over very small things and that too make the situation worse.

4 Likes
23

Bro if you will watch porn for reward then your own mind will destroyed after it you will neither able to study nor be able to think properly. At the end it’s all upon you.

2 Likes
24

I don’t know about that. But at the end of the day , I want my academics completed no matter which path I am following. Initially academics is my first priority .

1 Like
25

If my class was competitive I would never try PMO lol because I want preserve my energy not to waste it

1 Like
26

That’s because you have some sort of fighting spirit. But now I am in a survival mode. But I will surely bounce back stronger.

2 Likes
27

Frustration is what you have in mind.

1 Like
28

Yeah I was frustrated a few moments ago. But I feel ok now. Thanks !!!

29

Both should go hand in hand.
With enough abstinence from PMO, your academics will really improve!

And also about the purpose, its not necessary it should always be woman…you can keep anything as a purpose…like keeping Academics can also work.

You are younger than many people here. So the earlier you quit the better it is.

Many people struggle to quit this addiction as they get older. Most of the young ones make this mistake - Let’s quit when things get better for me…
No!! With PMO shit, it will never be better…
I am not scaring you or demotivating you. Try to understand the reality.
Do not delay this process…the rest is up to you.

3 Likes
30

Thank you !! I won’t make it very late. Just a few months and I will be starting again.

1 Like
31

Feeling sorry for you But

Wtf is this mate? There’s no way you are gonna perform well in academics if you go on PMOing everyday.
To quote easy peasy:
■■■■ doesn’t relieve your nerves it just destroys them

Bro don’t just don’t. What if you failed a few times, but you didn’t loose yet until you quit like you are doing.

Do you wanna know why I started no fap? It’s just to improve my studying efficiency and I have improved a lot because of it, everytime I am less focussed or less consistent is just because I relapsed, but if you relapse everyday just imagine where you’ll be.
There’s no way you are gonna perform up to mark in academics if you give up on no fap.

Now after reading this you can do whatever you want, I am just one person, what does it matter.

4 Likes
32

Day 1 Completed !!!

1 Like
33

Day 2

Study Regularly

1 Like
34

My favorite scene in Wolverine till date even the action seems quite unrealistic. Also BGM suits well according to my opinion.

Just loved it when deadpool said " Stuck in an elevator with high protein diet" :rofl: :rofl:

3 Likes
35

If anyone has seen this above mentioned video. There is one mistake in it. Try to find out :wink:

1 Like
36

Here’s my favourite, watch after 1:20 :joy:

2 Likes
37

Yeah its just superb :joy: :sweat_smile:.

1 Like
38

But one doubt , Is Quicksilver in MCU and Wolverine , the same ?

1 Like
39

Well Xmen is also a part of Marvel, so I guess the same.
Though me and Alan were quite confused about quick silver after watching Wanda vision

1 Like
40

Also I haven’t watched all of Xmen movies :joy:, I watched like first 5 parts when I was in final year of college but then it sarted becoming boring so I ignored the rest :sweat_smile:

1 Like