Some of you might know me here. I have been in this forum for almost 1 year. With the blessings of God and support of few members here , I have reached 1000 days of No Porn. When it comes to masturbation , I am just a noob who relapses once a week.
This is actually my 3rd diary. I abandoned by previous 2 diaries. Thanks to my impulsive behavior and my pessimistic mindset. And more than that I lost the streak of 1000 days of No Porn. Again thanks to my haters who constantly demotivated me everyday when I announced about this in my first diary and my pessimistic mindset. So I am no different from a regular PMOer.
Regarding my PMO story , I have mentioned in my first diary " Risinglion Journey to Monk Mode ". After a lot of thinking , I reached a stage in which I decided to start small. My counter showing in the app is wrong. Because I am no longer using it.
So I decided that I will start with one habit a time. Once I am consistent for consecutive 21 days. I am upgrade to two habits and so on. I know 21 day is a myth but I believe that on my 22nd day , I will find my first habit easier compared to my first day.
So that’s it. This is my intention of this diary. I may share thoughts and experiences in my life. Those are ready to help me when I am down are always appreciated. Please feel free to express your opinions here.
As mentioned earlier , I have abandoned my 2 diaries. I don’t know whether I will abandon this. But I will try my level best not to.
To my haters , now I have literally nothing to lose. Also I don’t care about the opinions of people who demotivates me.
Are you sure this is what you want brother. I know this happens when you are super exhausted and nothing works. But believe me you need to hold on. There is a quote
you are not truly defeated until you accept it.
You are still on a no porn streak. Just a single mistake cannot destroy it all. And that is also after 1000 days. That’s unbelievable.
You know the story a spider was climbing a rock and fell 7 times but never lost hope and finally after 8th try it climb the rock.
He fell 7 seven times and didn’t lose willpower. You should too not lose it.
Keep hustling.
Thank you , I could have controlled my urge to watch porn easily. But I didn’t because of my terrible mindset. I am not trying to lead a PMO life. But I want to focus on my academics first. No one will give us a job for having 1000 days no PMO. I will only use it as a reward system if I complete my academic work. But I will surely try to get rid of it after some time.
Wow Congratulations bro !!! That’s a marvelous streak bro. Keep going bro. Yes I have a lot to learn from you. Please feel free to express your methods you adopted to reach this far.
I was able to reach 1000 days streak only thinking about my mom. But my academics is now terrible. But I promise within a few months , I will make my parents proud both in terms of academics and my no PMO lifestyle.
Yeah it works for me too. I was able to overcome a lot of physical urges by this method My main reason for MO relapse was mostly due to mind manipulation than my regular urges.