Some of you might know me here. I have been in this forum for almost 1 year. With the blessings of God and support of few members here , I have reached 1000 days of No Porn. When it comes to masturbation , I am just a noob who relapses once a week.
This is actually my 3rd diary. I abandoned by previous 2 diaries. Thanks to my impulsive behavior and my pessimistic mindset. And more than that I lost the streak of 1000 days of No Porn. Again thanks to my haters who constantly demotivated me everyday when I announced about this in my first diary and my pessimistic mindset. So I am no different from a regular PMOer.
Regarding my PMO story , I have mentioned in my first diary " Risinglion Journey to Monk Mode ". After a lot of thinking , I reached a stage in which I decided to start small. My counter showing in the app is wrong. Because I am no longer using it.
So I decided that I will start with one habit a time. Once I am consistent for consecutive 21 days. I am upgrade to two habits and so on. I know 21 day is a myth but I believe that on my 22nd day , I will find my first habit easier compared to my first day.
So that’s it. This is my intention of this diary. I may share thoughts and experiences in my life. Those are ready to help me when I am down are always appreciated. Please feel free to express your opinions here.
As mentioned earlier , I have abandoned my 2 diaries. I don’t know whether I will abandon this. But I will try my level best not to.
To my haters , now I have literally nothing to lose. Also I don’t care about the opinions of people who demotivates me.
Have a nice day.