Checking in
I am happy to inform you that I am now an army commander! Day 36
20-04-24
Day 24
Clean day
Cold shower
Day 12. Day 9-11 I have had intense intense urges causng me to peek a lot and almost give in. Luckily, I won the battle only because my studying sessions have been very productive and that caused me to be too tired to give in. For Day 12 onward when I want to peek Ill instead immediately offer prayer and do dhikr (repeated recitation in remembrance of God). Best of luck soldiers.
19 days
daily checkin
Day 8 check in. A little close for comfort last night. I was having a lucid dream (a dream in which you know you are dreaming) and made some questionable choices. Not ideal, but I didn’t completely fail and I don’t know that I was in full possession of my faculties.
Starting to feel a little better after getting past the first week. Enjoying little things again, like watching movies and reading. Experiencing a little anxiety, which seems to crop up around day 7. It should subside soon. Anyway, I’ll be with family the next two days, which should help me reach day 10 fairly easily.
You can remove me from challenge, I’ve been peeking too much. Gonna restart my streak, but I feel like I made a lot of progress. 12 days.
Haven’t checked in since long but I have 0 relapses this month.
21-04-24
Day 25
Clean day✅️
Cold shower✅️
It is the longest I have ever made. Looking forward to one month, although I know, even though so many days gone by, going back is still a single step away, so I always try to be alert and aware of what is going on. Keep on fighting guys.
22-04-24
Day 12 check in
20/30 days
20days 21hrs+
daily check in
That’s the spirit.
22-04-24
Day 26
Clean day✅️
10 days. Saw something on social media just now that triggered me a little. Not planning to give in, but ugh.
22 clean days
22/150days
Daily check in
23-04-24
Day 26
Go, Go, Go.
23-04-24
Day 13 check in
23-04-24
Day 27
Clean day✅️
Cold shower✅️
Day 11 check in. All is well, not much to report.
24-04-24
Day 27
6 days left for this month to end.
24-04-24
Day 28
Clean day✅️
Cold shower✅️
Meditation✅️
Had some really bad urges today and it was the closest during the current streak to relapse, but I managed to overcome them. Today I used autogenic training with an app to get me out of the strong urges, it worked quite good.