Taking back Control - My First Diary by Mitchy

Thanks man really appreciate the support

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Day 62 - No Relapse and had a lazy day.
Nothing much to report but maybe had a few little urges here and there but nothing l can’t cope with.
Stay STRONG everyone :pleading_face: :slight_smile:

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Congratulations brother Day 62
You are just moving forward like a jet :fire::clinking_glasses::ok_hand:
Never Stop, Never Look Back.
If you ever feel like giving up, See your counter.
You have come way too far to give up.
That Day 0 will look awful :pleading_face:
Stay Strong bro :muscle::handshake:
Keep moving Foward until you achieve Freedom :clinking_glasses::sunglasses:

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Day 63 and still no relapses.
The entire day was pretty much in the car traveling and exploring New Zealand. Didn’t have any excuse to relapse and so it was smooth sailing. Stay STRONG everyone :pleading_face: :slight_smile:

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Day 65 - No Relapse.
Got up
Breakfast
Went to church
Went back to live streaming
Then l had a chill day.
Night time was the hardest and an active person on rewired left me to take a break waaaah. The night I was constantly horny and I went back to edging. 4 days with edging and so l resetted my edging time on another app. I however didn’t cum tho so yeah.

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Day 66 - No relapse.
Woke up had breakfast and showered.
Yesterday l asked people some advice and today it’s time. After 23 years of living l trimmed my pubic hair for multiple reason. Anyways I’m happy that l did as it gives the illusion that I’m much longer. Anyways did job hunting and then chilled the rest of the day

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Day 67 No Relapse however l did edge a little bit. Nothing much to report as today was fine

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Day 68 - No relapse
Woke up
Breakfast
Volunteered as usual in a retirement village
Had lunch

Went to another retirement village and to get a tour around the place.
When driving to the place l almost crashed which freaked me out a little bit. Pretty sure it was this driver who really sped up but doesn’t matter no harm done.
Anyways a possibility to actually work there. Just need to fill out form, do interview and hope for the best.

Went back home did house chores then went to chiropractor as a check up and to get relief for my back pain l had in the past.
Went home and finally managed to sit down and relax.
Did some free time
Had dinner, had spa and now I’m here completely relaxed.
Stay STRONG everyone

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Stay Strong Buddy, You are doing amazing this isn’t easy. But it’s just you have grown a lot stronger :clinking_glasses:, Just keep Moving Forward brother. I believe in you. You are a lot stronger than you think :fire::muscle:

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Thanks for the motivation @rewire_user

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Day 71 - I relapsed. Don’t really want to talk about it right now.
I don’t know why l did it and l had no urge but anyways gonna reset my counter. I think my overall addiction has improved a lot. I will continue the journey but I’m very confident that this is the path towards freedom

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Continue fighting dont give up. You’ve really improved compared to before
I wish you all the best!

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No! Directly after @Rab_J :confused:
Only M or also P?
And how did you got into the situation to relapse tho?

Recover fast :slight_smile:

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Brother, I’m sorry for that, you’re amazing, lets do it again

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I didn’t watch porn just fapped in bed and came.

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Thanks even tho l Relapse l feel very good as in the path to success is in sight

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Don’t worry about it. One little relapse ain’t going to bring me down.

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Everyone l will still have this app but l will leave. I think it’s best to focus on life instead of the counter and getting distracted in the forum. I think just doing life without the focus on apps will make the word TIME meaningless and just this journey a whole lot easier. I’m sorry to anyone that l have supported thru this app by helping them out. I will miss you all.

For those people that l have helped thru dms we can still chat and chill but it will have to be on discord. Message me thru dms and l will give you my discord

Anyways everyone stay AWESOME and stay STRONG

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Last Entry maybe - Thank You for supporting me and now it’s time to start a fresh start and being really serious about battling this addiction

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