Woke up had breakfast and showered.
Did some wood chopping with my Dad for the future fire when it gets cold.
Later I streamed fortnite and had a great time.
Afterwards I did video editing for youtube and just chilled on this app helping others
I forgot about day 39 but Meh as l just reached DAY 40 , PARTY TIME ON ME lol it’s onwards and upwards as l keep continuing the journey
Day 41 No Relapse - lazy to write full story but my day is great
Day 42 - No Relapse did get urges a bit. Yesterday night was the worst I have ever been on day 41. Got really horny and not going to any detail because l want to inspire not to hurt or tempt. Anyways today so far so good. Stay STRONG everyone
Day 44 was the worst day on this journey. I was horny AF for a long time and I couldn’t focus. I had a one track dirty mind wanting to have sex with any girl. I did edge a lot here and there but in terms of semen retention l didn’t spill one drop. This is getting really tuff. Hope and pray that l remain strong for next time
Sorry I haven’t been writing my diary daily sometimes as l got a few things on my mind. Anyways no Relapse and still continuing
I’m on day 48 and just like to say that I’m actually experiencing a lot of weight has been lifted. I have edged so much less and l ain’t horny like a ton. Praise God. I feel like I’m ontop of the world right now. I will still continue this journey as l think they will be difficult times ahead but l think l really got this self control under way with urges of addiction
Happy birthday !!!
Thank You so much
You are doing amazing,
I hope you will achieve Freedom From this addiction.
I wish you best of Luck !
Thanks for all the support. Love all you guys and girls here. It’s onwards and upwards for us all fighting this addiction with each other