Day 38
Woke up had breakfast and showered.
Did some wood chopping with my Dad for the future fire when it gets cold.
Later I streamed fortnite and had a great time.
Afterwards I did video editing for youtube and just chilled on this app helping others
I forgot about day 39 but Meh as l just reached DAY 40 , PARTY TIME ON ME lol itās onwards and upwards as l keep continuing the journey
Day 41 No Relapse - lazy to write full story but my day is great
Day 42 - No Relapse did get urges a bit. Yesterday night was the worst I have ever been on day 41. Got really horny and not going to any detail because l want to inspire not to hurt or tempt. Anyways today so far so good. Stay STRONG everyone
Day 44 was the worst day on this journey. I was horny AF for a long time and I couldnāt focus. I had a one track dirty mind wanting to have sex with any girl. I did edge a lot here and there but in terms of semen retention l didnāt spill one drop. This is getting really tuff. Hope and pray that l remain strong for next time
Sorry I havenāt been writing my diary daily sometimes as l got a few things on my mind. Anyways no Relapse and still continuing
Iām on day 48 and just like to say that Iām actually experiencing a lot of weight has been lifted. I have edged so much less and l aināt horny like a ton. Praise God. I feel like Iām ontop of the world right now. I will still continue this journey as l think they will be difficult times ahead but l think l really got this self control under way with urges of addiction
Happy birthday !!!
Thank You so much
Happy Birthday Brother!
You are doing amazing,
50+ days is no Joke
I hope you will achieve Freedom From this addiction.
I wish you best of Luck !
Thanks for all the support. Love all you guys and girls here. Itās onwards and upwards for us all fighting this addiction with each other
Over the past few days I have been so flipping horny that itās not funny to the point Iām desperate for sex. Iām still staying strong and havenāt relapsed but itās frustrating. I hope l continue to hold on. Praying, support and chatting to others helps.
Stay strong brother,
Youāre great
Thanks for the kind motivational words. Really appreciate it
Day 60 and still abstaining from cumming yay. I donāt have trouble anymore cumming as I have more self control but not complete control that l edge. Anyways I decided to download another app as another counter to track my edging habits. Anyways so far so good. I havenāt done much in this diary and so hopefully that will change and l will come back on to it.
So yesterday night was the worst of my entire journey with them urges. I started to chat with this girl (if she is reading this then know itās not your fault) and the urges came on so badly. Iām going to make it a habit and try to leave the conversation when the urges come. Maybe chatting with the opposite gender might be harmful when urges hit. So anyways back to what Iām saying l chat to this girl and felt really horny. I felt the need to dirty talk to her but l didnāt and l resisted. I got one dirty mind to clean lol but Iām pleased that l didnāt give in to temptation as l was trying to be a gentleman. Apart from All that Iām doing fine. Stay STRONG everyone
Day 61 - No Relapse No Urge
Woke up
Breakfast
Volunteer work at retirement village
Home to eat lunch
Zoom meetings
Went to chiropractor to get my back a bit better
And the rest of the day was chilling
Dinner time
Spa time
And now here
Stay STRONG everyone
Must be really late thereā¦ U sleep late?
Just winding down and forgot to do diary
Keep going manā:v:
Thanks man really appreciate the support