Day 38
Woke up had breakfast and showered.
Did some wood chopping with my Dad for the future fire when it gets cold.
Later I streamed fortnite and had a great time.
Afterwards I did video editing for youtube and just chilled on this app helping others
I forgot about day 39 but Meh as l just reached DAY 40 , PARTY TIME ON ME lol itās onwards and upwards as l keep continuing the journey
Day 41 No Relapse - lazy to write full story but my day is great
Day 42 - No Relapse did get urges a bit. Yesterday night was the worst I have ever been on day 41. Got really horny and not going to any detail because l want to inspire not to hurt or tempt. Anyways today so far so good. Stay STRONG everyone
Day 44 was the worst day on this journey. I was horny AF for a long time and I couldnāt focus. I had a one track dirty mind wanting to have sex with any girl. I did edge a lot here and there but in terms of semen retention l didnāt spill one drop. This is getting really tuff. Hope and pray that l remain strong for next time
Sorry I havenāt been writing my diary daily sometimes as l got a few things on my mind. Anyways no Relapse and still continuing
Iām on day 48 and just like to say that Iām actually experiencing a lot of weight has been lifted. I have edged so much less and l aināt horny like a ton. Praise God. I feel like Iām ontop of the world right now. I will still continue this journey as l think they will be difficult times ahead but l think l really got this self control under way with urges of addiction
Happy birthday !!!
Thank You so much
Happy Birthday Brother! 

You are doing amazing,
50+ days is no Joke
I hope you will achieve Freedom From this addiction.
I wish you best of Luck !
Thanks for all the support. Love all you guys and girls here. Itās onwards and upwards for us all fighting this addiction with each other