I’ve been grounded for over a month because I got caught watching p*rn… I honestly don’t think it helped me in the slightest. In the past few weeks I’ve probably made more bad decisions than I’ve ever made. I miss who I used to be. I’m speaking on being real tonight at my church and I feel like one of the most fake people there. There are still things that I don’t want to change. I dunno what to do anymore… This post sounds desperate and sad, but I’m fine. I just feel torn. I want to go one way, but I don’t want to get in trouble anymore. Everything is just a mess.
Do you pray every day in the morning and when you are gonna go to sleep? God will help you prevent such situations