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Yes bro. Noted
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10 April
Woke up 7:30
Exercise :white_check_mark:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Study 30 min
So today most of the day i was roaming to collect certificates and signs. Met my professors, talked with them. And I did collect some signs and certificates but not all hence have to wait for more days. (Holiday tomorrow)I am taking this chance to visit important place here(pushkar). Then day after tomorrow i will collect my degree .
Every time i come here it pushes me to come out of my comfort zone and that’s nice.
Hare krishna :pray::heart:

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I relapsed guys :face_with_spiral_eyes::smiling_face_with_tear: not going to justify it
@yashnofap01 how you doing.

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Sad to hear this. But anyway get up and make new streak bigger than last one.

I m doing decent. Nofap wise going steady but urges are always there. In study wise, not doing good and have so much stress just bcz of it.
How’s your college work going ?

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Same here bro. I just have different kind of stress here. Well give your best.

My luck is very bad. My friend didn’t come and i needed few hours to complete all formalities to complete the work but couldn’t do it. And next day a holiday comes up. :smiling_face_with_tear:
Well nothing i can do about it. So as soon as my work completed tomorrow i am gone

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Some friends just show care on phone calls and messages and when time came to show that in real life, they turn and start giving excuses. Was your friend’s case like that ?

Keep Pushing yourself, you are very close to enter in new life. :maple_leaf:

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Ya he is

Thanks and same to you.

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12 April
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Completed all formalities and collected certificates.
Now back at home , feeling sleepy.
Follow routine from tomorrow
Good night. Hare Krishna :pray::heart:

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Which course are you doing bro.

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Btech from mechanical completed …

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Bhai voh mechanical ka GATE topper hai iss baar ka :joy:. My successor :joy:

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Damn bro :open_mouth:
Thanks …

:joy::joy: Hamari life kafi similar h ngl

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13 April
Woke up 7:15 :joy: (my parents can’t handle me sleeping this much )
Meditation :white_check_mark:(less time)
Study 3hrs :white_check_mark:
Prayer :white_check_mark:
Everything is good and nice. But there’s one thing. My mind is corrupted/stressed i guess. I am getting weird/sexual thoughts for everyone even for my relatives :man_facepalming:t3:. I cringe but couldn’t stop these. Previously this thing left me at high streak and didn’t return until now. I think i need a high streak again. And lot of meditation.
Studying for now and then sleeping soon. Good night. Hare krishna :pray:

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I can relate, it feels suffocating although it has reduced for me.

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Was reduced with me too. But i think the stress and recent relapse brough back it somewhat :neutral_face:

Good to hear bro… Also socialising helps a lot. Really a lot

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I know man, it’s the fucking brain, the heart doesn’t wanna do it, the heart still love people.

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True bro.
Feel your pain bro…:people_hugging:

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Yeah dude thanks, Feels good that I am not alone and we will beat this. This phase will end.

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Meanwhile me , reading and liking every post as it is happening with me too every single day :smiling_face_with_tear::smiling_face_with_tear: but feeling a bit conscious to write…
Fantasizing has increased a lot , was revising Human Reproduction yesterday and yeah it was a great fantasizing session :woman_facepalming:t2::woman_facepalming:t2: plus getting intense urges daily and exam h mera kuch dino baad , wah :clap:t2::clap:t2:

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Arey yaar mere liye triggering toh hota hai mere liye bhi padhna par aage jaake bhi toh yahi padhna abhi se dher thodhi na hojaana.:joy:

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