After a maybe half hour long search and then PMO’ing for about a minute or two, I realized that this is not what I want to be. Before I started rubbing one out, I was so eager to do it, but once I really started, it all disappeared. I realized how beta and cuck it is to masturbate to other people having sex with a woman that you desire by yourself.
Wondering if I should reset my streak. Thanks for reading.